My Big Secret
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Romance and Relationships
Some of you know my big secret and some of you don’t because it’s not on my profile but I thought I would write about it today just because it’s something that I felt like writing about my name is Dan I am almost 35 and a virgin yes I am a virgin. I get a lot of jokes from my buddies about sticking a girl to the wall my first time like in "Scary Movie" and "Scary Movie II" and I laugh but this is gonna sound corny but I want my first time to be special we live in a world where people go to bars and end up in a drunken night of passion with some random person and while that’s ok for some people I want my first time to be as special for the young lady as it will be for me. As I’ve stated my luck with women hasn’t been that great and I’ve never gotten far enough in a relationship where sex has been an option for me but when it does happen I want it to be the most romantic and special night that the young woman has experienced I know I’m gonna catch a lot of flak from my guy friends for this but I don’t care if the woman who I make love to for the first time thinks I’m special enough in her eyes to have chosen to make love to me I should make her feel that special too I guess it’s just the code of chivalry I live by. My perfect scenerio would be I would take her to a romantic dinner and then a moonlit walk we would then find a place where I would light candles put on some music and we would express our love for each other both verbally and physically afterwards I would look into her eyes and tell her that she was the most beautiful and special woman in the world and just hold her all night like i said I know I’ll get a ribbing from my guy friends but I am proud of the man I am and so are a lot of other people.
