There are many times in which one door closes and another door opens. Most of the time it is closing a chapter of your life, and beginning the next one, taking the lessons, blessings and sometimes friends with you along the journey. If there is one thing that I have learned that is: Never expect an answer in a specific way, because when you do, you miss out on the answer that you seek.
There is growth in us all. Still for some there are more lessons. It is hard for me to sit back and watch some of those dearest to me, stumble and fall, and I can't interfere with the lessons that they must learn on thier own. This does not mean that I have in any way abandoned them. I will always be there for them to lean on me, and they will lean on me.
Find the place of peace within your own heart, the one that you can go to at any time for answers. But you must be willing to listen, and to hear. It may take you a few days before everything comes to you, but it will come to you.
I made a conscious choise never to compromise what I hear any more. For when I do, my site is blinded, and I begin to feed the chaos.
Sometimes we are peekers behind the door, sometimes we jump in and break the door down to see what is behind it, even if we fear the unknown. Sometimes we open the door only half way and then close it because it does not seem as if it is what we are seeking. Yet when you close that door or leave it closed and do not open it, you could be missing out of one of the most precious gifts that you could ever recieve. So how will you know unless you take that "chance". Is it really chance? Or is it fear of the unknown? Only you can answer these questions and then perhaps you will have the answers that you seek if you do not expect them in a specific way.
All things happen for a reason. And it is not for us to go back and think "What if", "maybe things would be differant if I could have", these thoughts are thoughts of regret. Never regret anything in your life. As it was told to me by a dear friend and teacher, take the bull by the horns and take the ride of you life!!!!
Much love and grace to you all.....
