xxLaurie dollxx's blog: "my first Fubar blog!"

This is a blog I'm writing because I can. 

Ok, so I'm 25 years old. I like the colors black, blue, purple and pink (What do you know, the colors of a bruise lol) I like all types of music, I like food, I like boys (obviously) Lately I've been receiving alot of messages on Fubar from people asking me to marry them, move in with them, DO stuff with them.. Seriously, You guys don't even know me. I'm having kind of a wtf moment right now lol. I don't see much modesty and respect but then again I am a female, It's to be expected...lol... Yes, I know I'm attractive, Yes I know the things I like alot of other girls don't like.. But please keep the marriage proposals to a minimum! I'd only want to get married to someone that I truly loved and all that jazz, Then again what is marriage? It's just some legal thing. If you truly loved someone you wouldn't need to spend a bajillion dollars in having a ceremony and having a wedding dress etc, And also.. Relationships end. Marriages end. Divorces happen. And oh boy do they. I truly have alot of admiration and respect for those couples that have been together or been married for over 40 years, That's rare :) I like seeing stuff like that. I think every girl deep down wants to have that fairytale relationship that never ends. But me, I want a relationship that is based on reality! Bad stuff will happen but you have to have good communication or else it'll all go kaput. Why do people always want to rush marriage? Does getting married give some sense of security? Hell, I'll admit.. Marriage sounds nice and all, I think I'd really like it, But I think if I was with someone I really did love and want to spend my life with I wouldn't necessarily need that extra thing. Do you know how hard it is to find a guy that's cute, funny, sensitive, sweet, and actually loves you? Yeah, it's like finding a needle in the haystack. I want to get married when I'm done doing the things I want to do, I just got all the craziness out of my system a few years ago, Sure that does sound strange.. A 25 year old that is laid back? But I am lol. 

If you love someone show it by actions, the words aren't really necessary. You would know if I love you, Because I'm one of those types of women that would do about anything for their man, Now I'm not saying I'd have a giant orgy or something just to please him.. That's a bit much :P But I do aim to please. I have been in long lasting relationships before where one day you just wake up and realize that your whole relationship is a lie, and you don't really want to get married to that person anymore. It sucks hurting people, but it's not right to stay in a relationship that's not good for you :/ I've never actually been in a relationship with someone that had the same personality as me! But if I did that'd be fun as hell :D Because I'm a dork, the types of things that are fun to me might not necessarily apply to any other female ;) Yep, I am definitely a strange one.