I have so much pain that i hide away. I dont want to let anyone know. They ask why not i say its because you will feel pitty and look at me as if I was a weak little gurl. Thats not what I am. Ive been through so much and grew up so fast.If i could just reveal and scream of everything that has happened to me. would you still look at me the same. What if i told you i was beaten to a bloody pulse all cuz i washed the dishes wrong, watched the wrong tv station, said i love you the wrong way. Life is full of horrible things people dont see everyday. Im not crying out for your pitty im crying out to help others and let them know they are not alone. Did you know of a gurl that got raped? and now they look at you like ur worthless and disgusting.Have you ever trusted your mother so much but in return she sold your body for her drug habbit. I hate anyone that uses my body fills up in a rage. When i see i go insane i black out i go crazy and when i wake i feel horrible for what i have done. life is a horrible place but it up to you what u can do.. Help the helpless. Dont be a ass. THis world is so cold and heartless and yet we wonder why people are so horrible..my life has been a road with many side streets and yet im still choosing the wrong ones. Ive had the worst people in my life and the closes ones treat me like shit.. Sorry if i made you cry or put fear into your lifes but this is reality and this is the only thing i know...
love you all
