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CYLER's blog: "One"

created on 09/26/2006  |  http://fubar.com/one/b7107

Grrr...

It's 1:30am and i'm still suffering with my hayfever. I'm not in the mood for this anymore. My rose is running like a tap, it looks like i'm constantly crying, and my eyes are itchy and painful now. I want / need some sleep! The sneezing is keeping me awake *pouts*

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I'm not quite sure what to write here. I'm never really on CT at the moment, although i'm sure i'll become addicted again at some point when the novelty of CS wears off haha! Anyways, YEY got my new 19" LCD TFT monitor! It's orgasmic!!

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Happy Birthday to meeeee..... Happy Birthday to meeeee..... Happy birthday dear... meeee...... Happy Birthday to meeee......

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You can find my regular rambles and such over at livejournal.. xBRAINDEADx@Livejournal.com Check it out! :) xxx

Opinions / Insults

I've has a lot of time to think over the weekend especially as I hae been in bed ill.. Yes in BED all weekend, I could barely moe without throwing up.. Sorry in adance for the graphics haha! Anyways, i was thinking about why people are the way they are, what shapes them to the degree that they hae certain traits and ambitions. Why are people so damned curious about what other people think about them. I know that no one wants to be bitched about behined their backs and such, but why go to the exxtreme lengths of gossiping and snooping to find out what people really think. I know that the human intuition has a great part to play in this, and the fact that I greatly support the whole knowledge belongs to world type thing. Also, why do people think that insulting people is justified as an opinion? Where are the boundaries, and what self centred kick do they get out of telling people nasty things about themselves or others? I don't understand, these people claim that they will, if seen fit, would openly approach someone in the street and tell them outright that they think they are ugly or the shoes they are wearing are disgusting... In reality however, it is much more realistic that these people think it, and then take their utter dismay out on other in the virtual world! Hmm.. yes.... how far does one have to go to overstep the opinion/insult boundaries? I understand that I probably spend too much of my time in the internet/virtual world, and it's not healthy, but you really get to see what people are like by talking to them, by watching what they are willing to write in public forums and how it makes you really think about how "real" these people are. Would they actually do some of the stuff they write about in reality. Propably not, because they'd be more likely to feel physical pain from the person they are insulting! Hmm... I'm going to leae this little thought-blog here for the moment i think. The college PC i'm using at the moment is anchient, and the "v" on the keyboard isn't working too well, and the keys are yellow and im getting rather paranoid that it'll gie me rabies or something similar lol.. I'm going to run away and scrub my hands raw until they bleed.... Well maybe not, but i'm going to be rather paranoid haha. x

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I'm such an idiot. I really am, and now i'm bitter, and depressed, have no confidence. It's like the Ed situation all over again. How can someone be soo shallow, and hurtful and not realise what they're doing? Do they not know that I have feelings to. I'm not shallow. You knew me before, and you know me now. What's changed?! Please tell me, because i didn't lie, or decieve you. I didn't give you false pics and i never admitted to be petite or skinny. EVER. I know i'm overweight. Trust me, i know it better than anyone. But I live with myself, I have to. There's nothing I can do this instant to make it disappear. Life doesn't work like that. Life never works the way you want it to. Just give me another chance, look at me and think how you did before. Look at me and see what's on the inside for fucks sake. See me. That's all I ask. You know, it really fucking hurts, and it's not the first time it's happened. It it most probably won't be the last. I know that i'll face this for life, but no one has the right to ever judge me. ever. Save me from the nothing i've become...... <3 x

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Hmm... I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! *grins* x

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Ok, so here's my first blog, and blog contents. Today has been a very long day at college especially. I had trouble getting my mind around the infor and differences between Public Limited Companies and Private Limited Companies and Partnerships and Sole Traders lol! :) But I prevailed, and now all is fine! :) Whoo.. College is sooo fun so far.. I <3 it lol! OMG I'm soooo sad. x
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