My new years were okay. I wish all my family and friends happy joy new years! I hope everyone had safe new years. I had been thinking about what I should do this year. I figure it out what I want to do this year with the money I want my mom put my money in a bank to save up for a house of my own, and I want to go to college online. Then be a writer but I know I am not good at being a writer. Because I go to fast when I write fast when I write stuff. Last year I made new friends Susan, Jeremiah, Raymond, John, and Skyler. I want say to them that I am happy to have them in my life and thank ya’ll for being there this year. And I lost friends Chrystal and sepia. I lost my grandma when I was 8 years old. It’s so hard still every day I go on with my life and I cry every night. I really hate holydays because I need my grandma there with me. I wish she was here with me right now when I need her the most. I think about her all the time and none stop. What she do, she think about me, would she be proud of me. I think about a lot things I still can’t live without her. But I am trying to live without my grandma. There times I think about dying at times to be with her, she was my world my life, and she the one why I lived for. I think about my best friend TJ hart thank you for being there for me 8 years now, thanks for making my life happier to live, she my world she the one I live for. Susan thanks for being there for me when no one is here for me. Lacey Thanks for making me stronger, thanks for making it hard to love again, thanks for hurting so bad in my life. Donny thanks the hell you made my life what you have done to me but I am so much stronger, thanks for making me love and trust again. Baby Krystal thanks for being the baby girl that can have I still think about you all the time, you are still my world always be and I love you forever and always will. Mandy thanks for being there for me and being a big sister to me and making my life joy to live for and I love you sis. Bonnie think for being here for me 5 years now and thanks for making my life so joy to live, thanks for everything you did to me.