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My new years were okay. I wish all my family and friends happy joy new years! I hope everyone had safe new years. I had been thinking about what I should do this year. I figure it out what I want to do this year with the money I want my mom put my money in a bank to save up for a house of my own, and I want to go to college online. Then be a writer but I know I am not good at being a writer. Because I go to fast when I write fast when I write stuff. Last year I made new friends Susan, Jeremiah, Raymond, John, and Skyler. I want say to them that I am happy to have them in my life and thank ya’ll for being there this year. And I lost friends Chrystal and sepia. I lost my grandma when I was 8 years old. It’s so hard still every day I go on with my life and I cry every night. I really hate holydays because I need my grandma there with me. I wish she was here with me right now when I need her the most. I think about her all the time and none stop. What she do, she think about me, would she be proud of me. I think about a lot things I still can’t live without her. But I am trying to live without my grandma. There times I think about dying at times to be with her, she was my world my life, and she the one why I lived for. I think about my best friend TJ hart thank you for being there for me 8 years now, thanks for making my life happier to live, she my world she the one I live for. Susan thanks for being there for me when no one is here for me. Lacey Thanks for making me stronger, thanks for making it hard to love again, thanks for hurting so bad in my life. Donny thanks the hell you made my life what you have done to me but I am so much stronger, thanks for making me love and trust again. Baby Krystal thanks for being the baby girl that can have I still think about you all the time, you are still my world always be and I love you forever and always will. Mandy thanks for being there for me and being a big sister to me and making my life joy to live for and I love you sis. Bonnie think for being here for me 5 years now and thanks for making my life so joy to live, thanks for everything you did to me.
What happen to my family? I thought it was a happy family!But I was very wrong on that too. I was trying to pick up all the peace that my family went throw since I was born! But there are so many peaces I don't know where to start at! I just need help put my family back the way it used to be when I loved by eulenes.But it seem like my family don't care anymore after Eula Faye. Dossier dead. They don’t care if we have a happy family. All they do now is fight and hurt each other. I love my family but I want my family to get along and not fight all the time. My family change in a bad ways, and I don't like it. They need to care about the family to fix the family, and be happy family again. One my aunt's don't even call granny or even go out there on holidays Because it too far from Snyder it only 14 miles out of snyder,But she can go always to Dallas to see bills family what the heck wrong with her.Euline calls and comes out so that what a family post to do. I love my family what I have as a family.
Well I am saying this to everyone, and probably going get a lot people upset or mad at me. Let see, I see or her friends and family fight all the time. When I do see everyone fight a lot of stuff run through my head, and it’s not good what’s going on through in my head. Sometimes I wish my family would get along. Because I am the one have pick up the pieces in this family to make everything better in this family. When really nothing is going be better because every time I turn around there is someone mad at someone. Then I have picked every piece all my family to try making this family work out, and everything better. They say family will stick by you no matter what. But they lied to me some of my family would stick by my side. What about friends? Friends all post be my friends say they will always be there for me no matter what but guess what they laid to me too. The only friends have been there are my best friends. Why does my family and friends have to fight? But I am tired of fighting with my family and friends! Ask god today does he want us to fight with my family and friends. Do ya’ll know the answer to that? Because I got my answer to that! God wants us to love each other not fight with each other, but love each other. Because just think what would god do. You have to think about it that god would grab your hand and show you the right way. And god will always will be there for you. Every guy said they are there for me and they want be with me but they lied to me too. All they want is get in your pants and get you pregnant and then leave you with out why or good bye. They will tell you anything gets in your pants. Some guys don’t only want sex from you some guys they want be there for you. But friends and family think what said to ya’ll please.
