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Why does a rose always symbolize true love and romance...when a rose always dies? They also say...true love never dies. But in all reality how can you explain something that doesn't exist. No one can say there is true or pure love. Love is a powerful and meaningful word with absolutely no meaning. What love would mean to one person can mean a completely different thing to another. When you think you are truely happy in life...something always comes back and fucks you in the ass. No one is ever happy with their lives. There is always something more they wish they could have. This world is full of players and users and lord knows I've had mine. Don't be with someone you can live with, be with someone you can't live without. Why is it so hard to just say I love you, to someone and actually mean it? 90% people in America say I love you but don't mean it, only 10 can say I love you and actually mean it. Rarely will you ever find someone that will actually mean it. I am stating that little fact on here because I am so closed hearted it takes alot to get me to say "I love you", when I say it, it is sincere. I guess that is one of my faults because you can love someone truely madly and deeply with a passion so strong, but it is very unlikely 
that you will get it in return. There is just too much that time can not erase, some of the memories are more hurtful than others. Once you say something it can not be erased. It likes a nail in a fence, you can take the nail out but the little hole is always there. It is so hard to say something cause you wont be able to take it back once you say it. It's funny though because when you think about it also I love you is eight letters yet so is bullshit. Once you love someone that person is forever apart of you. Don't ever give someone you're all if you aren't getting 100% return. That's my pain and torment right now. I completely gave my heart away but am only getting 50% I guess that's the pain I have to live with for the rest of my life. I gave him my heart...I don't want it back. The truth is he could slit my throat with my one last gasping breath I'd aplogize for bleeding on his shirt. Please just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed. To the world you may be one person but to one person you may be the world. The love you can't have lasts the longest feels the strongest and hurts the most. There's always that one special person that no what they do to you, you can't let me them go. Love is the slowest form of suicide. The hardest thing to do is to watch someone you love fall in love with someone else. Love is like war...easy to start, hard to stop. Do you ever wonder if you ever cross their mind whenever someone says true love? Don't you think sometimes it would be easier to slit your wrists and make the romance bleed away? Love is just a dream, but at the end up a dream...you gotta wake up.
