so as i begin this new day
lets wash all old memories away
forgetting all the hurt and the pain
washing away all that makes me insane
then ill be ready to start anew
holding only my memories of you
they're the only ones that matter anymore
so to my past i close and lock the door
making sure to swallow the key
so that my past is locked deep inside me
cause it doesn't matter anymore
and i'll lay all my cards out on the floor
i'm far from perfect, as i'm sure you can see
but i never claimed to be
i can seem a little odd or strange
and its something i can't change
some of my scards are always there
but not visible, as you are aware
and with all my flaws and all my doubt
its always you i'm thinking about
and with your help i hope to find
a way to put my past behind
and in you there's something so strong
that i haven't seen in so long
and something so beautifule to behold
that the like of it cannot be told
so as i am starting under
i want you by my side
becuase without you there's no wonder
i'm always trying to hide
