and i get to call a client today and tell them i can't go there today because i get to go visit a shrink so that I can start to get a handle on this life i'm living. I really don't like doing that because the problem is important, but so is my mental state. I'm trying hard not to break down, and I still have no clue what i'm going to do. I can't go to the appointment, but i forgot about it on thursday when we set the appt. Hopefully they are understanding.....
