colder then a dead body
yet I am fully alive
how can that be
for you cant even see
I don’t feel cold
I feel numb
had the feeling for years now
why doesn't anyone understand that feeling
is it to unreeling to feel
only ones who been through so much pain can understand numb
its as empty and hollow as a skeleton
not knowing what is going on
Everything is spinning
Lost in one’s thoughts
Everything is blurred
Looking blank although thee is day dreaming
hands now wrinkle and old
White as snow from the cold
what is happening tome?
am I trapped in this world forever?
I want to feel!
I want to be loved!
I want joy!
oh god, why can't feel?
I am so desperate!
someone please save me!
I don't even know why feel like this anymore!
what is...happening....to.....m e......
I awake from my tranced
I feel as cold as ice
I am crying
I'm feeling so much pain
I know why
but ill never dare share
for the world knows anyway
My heart always been broken
waiting for someone to put it back together
until then I am shattered
and forever shall wait