I HAVE DONE A LOT OF STUPID THINGS. AND IT APEEARS THAT A CURE FOR STUPIDY IS NOT POSSIBLE
SO, I DO HE PREDICTABLY STUPID THING AND DRINK.
I HAVE A LIFE THAT SOUNDZ MORE LIKE FICTION, IT CERTAINLY FEELS THAT WAY, I WOULD HAVE TROUBLE BELIEVING THAT I AM ON THE LEVEL.
AT MY AGE--THATS THE ONLY WAY I CAN BE. IF U THINK IM FULL OF SHIT-NO OFFENSE-I PROBABLY WOULD AGREE. BUT IT'S MY LIFE. I HAVE HAD SOME BREAKS, BIG ONES, AND IT ALL CAME OUT OF NOWEHERE. WELL, THAT'S NOT TRUE, IT ALL STARTED ON MAY 4TH, 2004 AT 2:00 AM. ARUSH O ENERGY SWPT ACROSS MY BODY, WAKING ME FROM A DEEP SLEEP. SINCE THAT TIME, I COULD SEE WHAT DECISIONS I WAS MAKING THAT WERE SELF DESTRUCTIVE. I SUDDENLY RELIZED THAT I WAS A GOOD DAD, BYALL STANDARDS, BUT I WAS ALSO FUCKING UP--I THOUGHT ABUT WHAT OUR LIFE, THE RELATIONSHIP I HVE WITH MY KID 20 SOME YEARS FROM NOW, AND IT BECAME CLEAR WHAT I NEEDED TO CHANGE IN MY APPROACH AND HOW-AS VIVID AS IT COUL BE. I DISOVERED TALENTS I DIDNTKNOW I HAD. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN AN ARTIST AND CAN DRW, BUT THROUGH PROCESS OF SHEDDING MY AMBITIONS, I LEARNED THAT HAVE UNDISCOVERED TALENT--THAT SOUNDS IMMODEST, AND I M HUMBLE BY NATURE.
ANYW, BELIEVE OR NOT---
ILL SAY SOMETHING LIKE
"ARE YOU NOT ENTERTAINED?"
AND THE DAMN THING IS, YOU HAVE BEEN
KOMET OUT
REMIND ME NEVER TO SAY KOMET OUT AGAIN
LOL
