I was 25 years old the first time I died.
It didn't end anything though.
Sometimes I think we live through things only to be able to tell them, to bear witness, to say this happened. And it wasn't to someone else. It was to me. And I lived despite it. Sometimes I think we live to beat the odds. And sometimes I agree that life can only begin with the knowledge of death. That it can all end, even when you least want it to.
It's scary...and lucky...how much we can forget. Scary because we think the past gives us our bearing, and lucky because in those moments I'm talking about, you realize it doesn't. And it never had to.
I am not a crazy man, even though they mistook me for one. I live in the same world as the rest of you. Only I saw more of it. And the seeing is the only way you can hear what the truth around you is saying:...
You can always start believing in things you don't already believing in. And, while you're alive, it's never too late.
I promise you, No matter how bad the days and things around you look, they look better awake than they do asleep. I can offer you some proof: when you die, there's only one thing you want to have happen... sometimes so badly it comes true, I guess...
You want to come Back

The passage above pretty much sums up my life and my out look on life.

I'm a native of So.Cal and I can't think of ever living anywhere else. I like to travel but there's no other place in the world like L.A. Where else can you go to the beach to soak up some rays in the morning,go for a bike ride in the mountains in the afternoon, and then hit the late night clubs downtown in 1 day? Yep its all here for the asking boys and girls now all you got to do is figure out whats worth taking.
Me, I'm a bartender in this modern Wild West city and I love what I do. I get to meet new people, party like a rock star, and get paid for doing it.
My passion is road racing and motorcycles. I'm just an adrenaline junky at heart!
Other then that its kicking back with friends and living life to its fullest
As far as the hunnie's go,I love them all. But I refuse to be anyones fan or in anyone's fan club if you know what I mean. So for right now I prefer just to ride solo for the time being.
So how do people percieve me?? Well some call me a crusader or Darkknight. still others say leather clad demon or vampire king. and still others say warrior-poet or dramatist. I like to think their's a little bit of it all in me. Black or white, good or bad there's never one without the other, and I need my lows just as much as I need my highs to keep my sanity.
Anyway that's me in a nut shell...Im out of here
Night



Half asleep I hear a voice
Is it only in my mind
Or is it someone calling me someone I failed and left behind
To work it out I let them in
All the good guys and the bad guys that I've been
All the devils that disturbed me and the angels that
defeated them somehow
Come together in me now
Face to face I greet the cast
Set in silence we begin
Companions in an empty room I taste their victory and sin
To work it out I let them in
All the good guys and the bad guys that I've been
All the devils that disturbed me and the angels that defeated them somehow
Come together in me now
A tale of beauty and the beast
I defend my soul from those who would accuse me
I share the famine and the feast
I have been the world and felt it turning seen the jester yearning to amuse me
Like a circus on parade
Seldom close enough to see
I wander through an angry crowd and wonder what became of me
To work it out I let them in
All the good guys and the bad guys that I've been
All the devils that disturbed me and the angels that
defeated them somehow
Come together in me now
Lyrics By Paul Williams



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