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you know, last night i truly felt bad for jumping to the wrong conclusions and said harsh words to a young man on fubar here... but in one night, he managed to set a crush on someone... now am i wrong for thinking that he has simply played me??? how can a person say they "love you" in one breath and make another person a crush the next???

new heart break...

where do i even begin??? we met on a random chance, and you persisted to talk... you knew i had just had my heart and pride used once again, by a "man" who did nothing by play games with my head and heart... and yet you still persisted to be there... i told you from the beginning that i needed to heal my heart first, b4 i could move on, andyet, u were still there... you kept writing to me and telling me you are falling in love with me... and i still resisted and wanted to heal... you even went so far as to write these words to me... " think that my heart really knew, When a loving heart came along. It knew you'd be the perfect one, To make our love grow strong. It went looking for a loving heart, One that would be deep and true. It knew you would love me darling, With the loving heart inside of you. Our hearts will now be as one, A love with a passion so deep. I know yours is the one true love, That I will always want to keep. I thank God for your love darling, And for putting you into my life. We will build our life together, The day I make you my wife. We are truely a match made in heaven, For you are my angel, sent down from above. To have you always by my side my darling, To have and to hold and to forever love. " When you wrote these words, my heart listened even more...but how could i let another man in when the pain from the old was still so fresh and new??? ppl say to listen to your heart, how can i when it still ached from the old??? My love runs deep and true for it knows no other way too.. the passion i guard is not for just any one... my heart is ponding even now as i write these words to you... last night, when i seen you flirt with another, i felt that jelousy again, and wanted to yell that you were mine... you asked my to be your fu wife... and with out thinking i said i do... things were fine, untill i laid my head down to sleep... and after a few hours, i could not sleep again, not sure why...i signed on and misread some things on your profile, and accused u of playing your games... i used the hurt from my past to project it on to you... I WAS WRONG I AM SORRY where i go from here is up to you...
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