3/28/07
Passion pours out into this simple ink pen
The only way I can express what I keep within
I dont think Ive ever written a poem I can end
I just stop, turn the page, and begin again
Words flow from each scar my soul clings to
And each time I write those wounds reopen again
Its hard to write but even harder not to do
When the rest of your life is just something that you pretend
Tender moments haunt me and I can see her face
Eyes closed in a slight smile as I remember her taste
Remembering times we clung together when there was no time to waste
But now its all gone and our love vanishes without a trace
I plead with the sky to make me forget
And leave myself adrift on this lonely sea
Staring at the horizon and wondering what course is set
Is this the way that fate has determined for me
Im sorry but I think I have every right to say
That love isnt so trivial that it can be just thrown away
And maybe the truth is you never loved me that way
So I guess theres no reason for me to linger or stay
Just remember that I loved you as you'll never love me
And Ill wish forever that you will turn back again
And though Ill never be ok with how this all has to be
I guess I can accept that at least our friendship wont end
Im sorry for dreaming but you took my breath away
And now I have to learn to breathe on my own
And I know that the love Ive shown speaks louder then the words I say
So go on go have your fantasies and Il just continue walking alone
Its hard to find a way for this rhyme to end
When I feel theres so much that I need to say
Ive said Ill always love you and always be your friend
And always take you back if you ever again turn my way
I guess as I reflect I said all I can say
And written you every line there is to be true
So now Ill take my love, my thoughts and my pen away
And watch you walk away til I can no longer see you
