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created on 10/18/2006  |  http://fubar.com/poems/b15353

Never Ending Pain

I Lay On The Floor Just Staring At The Ceiling Pain, Hate, And Sadness Are What I'm Feeling I'm Blamed For Things I Did Not Do To Me This Is Nothing New I Cut My wrists And Watch The Blood Flow All Of This You'll Never Know You Have No Clue what I Go Through You Don't Even Know What To Do I Lay Here Thinking About My Life Must The Pain End With The Knife A Quick Slash Here A Crimson Line There My Arms Are Covered With These Lines I can't Remember Any Good Times Happiness, I Cannot Find Can't You even Try To Be Kind? I Go Through This Pain Every Day Suddenly My Life Starts To Fray My Life Is Broken And Torn My Biggest Mistake Was Being Born I'm Emotionally Abused I Feel I'm Nothing But Used I'm Unwanted And Not Cared To Love Me Was Like A dare My Pain Will Never End Suicide Is My Only Friend I Lay Here dying I Start Crying Once I reach The Heavens Above I'll feel Cared And Loved Until Then I Lay Here Waiting As My Life Is Slowly Fading As I Die You Find Me And Wounder "Why?" Theres A Note On My Bed You Picked It Up And It Read: "I'm Sorry For Dying I Rather Be Dead Then Alwyas Crying. I Know I Committed Suicide I'll Be Surprised If You wonder Why. I Did It Because Of You And All The Pain You Put Me through I was Blamed For Everything That Went Bad Happiness I Never Had Everything I Go Through And All The Things I'm Feeling, Can't You Realize I'm Just A Human? I Guess You Can't And Probably Won't Im Put Through So Much Blame I'll Be Surprised If You Even Know My Name If You Don't I'm Not Surprised My Soul Is Where My Pain Lies I'm Not sorry For What I Did I'm Sick Of Being Treated Like A Kid Goodbye Forever." That's The End Of My Letter At The Bottom It's Signed With A Razor I Know I Did The World A Favor Goodbye To You And Goodbye My Life Happiness Came when I Used This Knife The Pain Would Never End Death Is Now My New Friend It's Not Suicide, More Like A Homicide You Drove Me To The Reason Why I Died I Hope You Feel The Pain I Went Through I'm Now Dead Because Of You
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