I Lay On The Floor Just Staring At The Ceiling
Pain, Hate, And Sadness Are What I'm Feeling
I'm Blamed For Things I Did Not Do
To Me This Is Nothing New
I Cut My wrists And Watch The Blood Flow
All Of This You'll Never Know
You Have No Clue what I Go Through
You Don't Even Know What To Do
I Lay Here Thinking About My Life
Must The Pain End With The Knife
A Quick Slash Here
A Crimson Line There
My Arms Are Covered With These Lines
I can't Remember Any Good Times
Happiness, I Cannot Find
Can't You even Try To Be Kind?
I Go Through This Pain Every Day
Suddenly My Life Starts To Fray
My Life Is Broken And Torn
My Biggest Mistake Was Being Born
I'm Emotionally Abused
I Feel I'm Nothing But Used
I'm Unwanted And Not Cared
To Love Me Was Like A dare
My Pain Will Never End
Suicide Is My Only Friend
I Lay Here dying
I Start Crying
Once I reach The Heavens Above
I'll feel Cared And Loved
Until Then I Lay Here Waiting
As My Life Is Slowly Fading
As I Die
You Find Me And Wounder "Why?"
Theres A Note On My Bed
You Picked It Up And It Read:
"I'm Sorry For Dying
I Rather Be Dead Then Alwyas Crying.
I Know I Committed Suicide
I'll Be Surprised If You wonder Why.
I Did It Because Of You
And All The Pain You Put Me through
I was Blamed For Everything That Went Bad
Happiness I Never Had
Everything I Go Through And All The Things I'm Feeling,
Can't You Realize I'm Just A Human?
I Guess You Can't And Probably Won't
Im Put Through So Much Blame
I'll Be Surprised If You Even Know My Name
If You Don't I'm Not Surprised
My Soul Is Where My Pain Lies
I'm Not sorry For What I Did
I'm Sick Of Being Treated Like A Kid
Goodbye Forever."
That's The End Of My Letter
At The Bottom It's Signed With A Razor
I Know I Did The World A Favor
Goodbye To You And Goodbye My Life
Happiness Came when I Used This Knife
The Pain Would Never End
Death Is Now My New Friend
It's Not Suicide, More Like A Homicide
You Drove Me To The Reason Why I Died
I Hope You Feel The Pain I Went Through
I'm Now Dead Because Of You