Hi, Everyone today has been a nerve racking day, Between me and my mom...We just had a fight a lil while ago because I can't live a normal life basically, Which is when I can't do the stuff that I want to do, when I want to do it...I have to do it when they say so. I want so badly to get out of here cause they are still treating me like a child, while to me they are...to them they aren't and pretty soon I will be going on 25 years old and still being treated like this. No I don't have a job...but I do have a source of income coming in from the government, and I pay for my home phone, cell phone, my clothes, some of the medical supplies that medicaid won't cover and some of the foods I want, dishnetwork, and my magazines and all. But for the most part my parents do feed me and give me a place to stay...I don't pay rent or electricity, They let me get off on that cause they know I like to spend money every now and then, So I do chores around the house to make up for the rent and electricity that I don't pay. I feel as if nothing has changed at all. My mom promised when I moved back in at 21 that nothing was going to be the same that it all would be different,while it's not, iit all seems to be the same to me + I don't know how much longer I can take it. I have quite a few offer's from guys to go out on dates and all...But I keep saying I don't know or No...Because my parents are so over protective and Nosey sometimes. Plus I still have to have a cerfew while I live here it is at 11pm. I just want to be able to get along with my parents and have a normal life, But I guess that will never happen for me...in less some guardian angel comes down from above and helps me. Also I miss my friends...I have friends on here + on my online dairy + on my myspace page. But there all like a thousand miles away and it sucks. I can't wait for my besfriend to come back home so we cn hang out. I'll Keep U Posted. I Love Ya All Bunches <3 <3 <3
