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Zomboy's blog: "Negatives?"

created on 08/15/2010  |  http://fubar.com/negatives/b335287

I've always wondered to myself, how can a negative really be a negative? I mean think about this, if something bad happens doesn't something good usually come out of it? For example, you stub your toe as a child you get the love and attention ( and possibly a lollipop ) from your mother or father. You go to the doctor you get a shot and they give you praise for being a big strong little boy or girl, all those things are negatives. Which leads me to this, is what I'm dealing with right now, can that be considered a positive? Is it a wake up call? What is it? All I can see is the positive out of it, the possibility of me getting back together with her or learning from something so disheartening it makes me realize how young I am.

 

I want  to prove to her how deserving I am, how much I've changed and grown as a man over the years. I'm worried I wont tho, that I will let her down. I don't wanna ride down the "what if" road and wonder to myself "what if i hadn't done this, this or this". I wanna be prepared I wanna be able to look her in the eye and say "hey I love you" and her reply be "i love you more". We can dream right? We can wish upon that star and believe that things will be fantastic tomorrow... Of course we can. 

 

No matter what I will always love this woman, thick or thin. I know she knows it - But does she feel the same?

 

I'll post more tomorrow... maybe things will look better. I mean I did promise her things will be different and I WILL NOT FUCK UP THIS CHANCE.

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