After this morning in much deep prayer, I came to realize that I have to let go. I have several opprotunities in the future and really would like to move forward. I had a very troubling night last night. I got to such a boiling point that it damned near scared the shit out of me. I almost did a few things that I would have regretting today. Regardless of what I may have thought about the situation, it is not even in the other persons mind. So, after the shock that I endured last night and after the people that I have met I feel like I should let go of the situation once and for all. I cannot deal with immaturity right now in my life and cannot nor will not subscribe to such behavior. Immaturity is not where it is at. And in my oppinion, it sucks. So, I will move on and grasp onto my life. And enjoy the fruits of its pleasures. And hopefully, there is that ONE special someone out there for me. Wish me luck.
