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ok i get ask that quesion atleast 100 times a day and its getting on my nerves .if you want to know more about me just read my blog entrys or read my page because i know for me i check out peoples blogs or page to know what there about :) i promise i try to write more in my blog entry so please follow my blog :)
nicole
i always believe when you turn your back on love it thats when you find it . my bff jenna who knows me in and out and i took a vacation to cali and i saw her on the beach and she looks like a mix between katy perry and pam anderson good mix huh lol anyways i never thought we be bff and we are awesome friends and we always find ways to talk to each other and she have been depressed because her girlfriend dump her for a whore and she said well i'm giveing up on love all that shit you say when your hurt and i told her love will happen when you atleast expect it and she said yay right and just now she called me and told me she have been dateing someone new for 4 months and i never heard her been so happy before in my life because i was right and to make my self feel even better i made her tell me hahahaha and the one thing i learned from this love experience is that you can't hurry up and find love most of the time love finds you . for me i'm single and sometimes i wish i was not single but when love finds me i'm ready :)
peace and love
nicole
this really pisses me off i'm sure all of you have heard of 5 teens that took there lives because of being bullied because there gay and it makes me mad because the youngest is a 13 year old and its so sad alot of people think well bullying is nothing get over it well its not nothing its like a fucking disease and i have been bullied alot in middle school and high school and i have had days where i thought is life really worth it . to go on and i made it thru that really had period in my life and my heart goes out to the 5 victims family's i know it have to been a really hard to time and what gives anyone the fucking right to be better then anyone and like this guy named taylor that took his life after his asshole roomate and his roomate shitty friend tape him with a guy and then showed it on the internet and when does it stop i know it wont sad but true but if your a bully please understand its not funny to make someone's life a liveing hell and you know what makes you a cool person is stepping in and helping the person thats being bullied because if more people help then i'm sure more lives would be saved and never bully someone because there gay or there skin color or there religion its wrong because no one is perfect in this sometimes cruel world and i remember watching revenge of the nerds and i felt so impower after watching the movie because in the end they all found there voice against the bullies and thats what we need to do
"Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one’s definition of your life; define yourself."
— Robert Frost
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nicole
STOP BULLYING IT MIGHT HELP SAVE A LIFE
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ok i was haveing a talking to my friend james and he was telling me that real woman dont act like sluts and i ask him what do you mean and he said real woman act classy and i ask him what makes a woman a slut and he could not answer my question . so my question tonight is what makes a woman a slut is it the way she flirts or hooking up with different guys . what do you think leave your comment and for me i always try to think like carrie bradshaw and samatha from sex in the city when it comes to sex :)
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nicole
ok i came to understand that i need to let things go . my friend is being used by this asshole guy and he is useing her like a goldigger and she have gave him stuff and he did not give her nothing in return but a fuckin headache and i tried talking to her and nothing have worked and he have even cheated on her and i told her because a friend caught him and she did not believe me and the other night as i was going to work i could not drive i had to pull over and chill and i called her and told her i could not be friends for a while and she hung up with me all mad and i really at this point dont care because when you do all you cant to help someone and you get nothing but stress and pain its time to let it go . it sucked doing it i was crying but i feel my life would be a whole lot better with out that drama :( and i so i found a quote that goes with how i feel
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." — Marilyn Monroe
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nicole
hey i love getting in touch with sexy fu's so if you have a twitter account here is my link http://twitter.com/elocin29 :) now if you dont like shareing your twitter page then thats cool :)
peace & love
nicole
i was on the phone with my friend jenna and we was talking about how house parties are not the same and it seem like people want to either fight or kill each other at parties over the most stupid shit and i love them type of house parties where its all about the music and the danceing and your danceing close to someone you like and your haveing a awesome type . i remember back in the day when i was a teenager aand it was my senior year in high school and i went to this sick party of course i found a way of going without my parties knowing hahahaha and i went to the party it was one of the best times in my life because people just wanted to party and not fight and i loved that and i went to a house party not to long ago and it fucking sucked because either the people there was wanted to fight and it got so bad that i left disgusted because i really do miss them type of parties i guess now some people dont know how to fucking act some act like fucking chicken with there heads cut off lol . so people just dont know how to leave the drama at the door when it comes to going to a party and for me before i go to a party i listen to a great old school song that speaks for its self listen down below :)
peace and love
nicole
ps before you go to a party leave the drama at home there always other day
YOU KNOW WHAT PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF IS WHEN PEOPLE SAY ABOUT TRAGICS SUCH AS 9/11 GET OVER IT . YOU KNOW WHAT FUCKER I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO FUCKING KNOCK ON THE DOOOR OF EVERY PERSON WHO LIVED THROUGH 9/11 AND TELL THEM TO GET OVER IT I'M SURE YOU GET YOUR ASS BEAT IN A MIN SO BEFORE YOU SAY SOME SHIT LIKE THAT REMEMBER THERE ARE PEOPLE STILL STRUGGLING WITH THIS AND I HAVE A FRIEND NAMED ERIC WHO USED TO LIVE IN NEW YORK AND HE LOSTS HIS BEAUTIFUL WIFE TO BE JANE AND I REMEMBER IT HAPPEN AND I GOT A CALL FROM MY MOM AND SHE WAS CRYING TELLING ME TO TURN ON THE TV AND I SAW AIRPLAINS HIT AND THEN MY THOUGHT WENT TO MY FRIEND AND I CALLED HIM AND BEFORE I COULD SAY ANYTHING HE ANSWER SCREAMING JANEEEEE ARE YOU THERE AND I TOLD HIM IT WAS ME AND HE SAID I HAVE TO GO SHE MIGHT CALL AND IT BROKE MY HEART BECAUSE IN MYHEART I KNEW SHE DID NOT MAKE IT AND IT HURT ME AND THREE TIMES MY FRIEND ERIC HAVE TRIED TO TAKE HIS LIFE AND NOW HE HAVE GOTTEN HIS LIFE ON TRACK BUT HE MOVED TO CALIFORIA BECAUSE THE MEMORYS OF THAT DAY HURT AND JUST NOW HE CALLED ME JUST TO TALK AND I LISTEN SO I JUST WANT TO SAY THINK BEFORE YOU FUCKING SPEAK AND IF YOU DO FEEL THAT WAY YOU ARE A COLD HEARTED SON OF A BITCH PLEASE SHARE THIS
REST IN PEACE TO JANE AND ALL THE OTHERS WHO LOST THERE LIFES
REST IN PEACE TO THE PASSAGES OF FLIGHT 93 WHO BRAVELY FOUGHT AGAINST TERROR
i remember i used to date back in high school and he was like sid from sex pistols and he also loved his drugs and did alot of them to a point where he would be like a zombie and i was at that time drinking .now drinking i know my limits but back when i was a 16 year old teenager i would drink too a point where i would blackout and i'm soo greatful for my bff jenna who would make up lies to my parents so i could sleep it off and she is my best friend because of that and the boyfriend who i thought was the love of my life loved drugs more then me and i thought he loved me because i was so stupid at that age and i was doing things that could have cost me my life and my mom kind of knew what i was doing and my dad always knew but i was liveing a darklife and was hurting people close to me that still to this day i dont know why there are still my talking to me so one night .i was going to go out on a drinking binge but i did not feel like it so i stayed home and i happen to turn it to hbo channel and this movie kids was on i thought it was going to be a movie like dazed and confused fun type movie but as i was watching it and no it did not because all the teenagers in the movie do drugs and drink they dont have no guidence and no one to help them so this one this one character named telly played by leo fizpatrick have sex with alot of girls and now he is haveing sex with only virgins thinking that its safe and it cuts to this one part where ruby played by rosario dawson and jennie played by chloe sevigny go to get tested and rudy talks about all of the guys she been with and jennie only had sex with one guy telly and it turns out the girl who you think is ruby must have something but she does not but jennie turns out to have hiv and that scene shocked me and the ending of that movie really spoke to me where telly was talking about sex is all he have to live for. it goes with me i thought my junkie boyfriend and binge drinking was all i had that is wrong and i loved that movie because it helped me change my life around a bit at that age . i knew if i did not change i would either in up dead or in jail so that movie really opened my eyes and made me look deeper into whats important in my life .i dump my ex junkie boyfriend and at that time i put a hold on drinking until i turned 21 lol . the point to this story is that movies and music can make you think more about your life and whats important :)
sorry for this being this long i had to get this out
peace & love
nicole
