v slavedolphin v babygirl Proud Member ...'s blog: "my world"

this is for all dolphins friends and family. dolphin has been without a computer since sun, but dolphin is back and on a better computer. sorry to all who worried.

i just wanted to my friends & family know that i am sorry for not being on much lately. i suffer with major depresion and the past week its been getting worse. i am hoping that in a few days i will be back to my old self. thank you all for understanding. dolphin

this holiday season is going to be very hard on me. i get to go see my youngest son the day after Christmas and have an overnight visit with him and i cant wait. on the 27th there will be a meeting and that is when we will tell my son that he is going to be placed in long term foster care until he turns 18 (he is 16 now) and we go to court on jan 10th. i found all this out today about what is happening on the visit and the court date and it has been weighing heavy on my heart. i just needed to get this out in some way. thank you all for reading this a mothers ramblings. dolphin

as a few on here know i have been trying to get my youngest son back.(for a year now). he was put in foster care because of something his dad did.(his dad had custody of him). well today my world came crashing down, i was informed that the state of washington was not going to approve the icpc and that my son remain in long term foster care until he turns 18. there was also talk of both my ex and myself signing over our rights to him, (the ex did). monday in court it was stated that it would hurt and cause damage to my son if i had to, so really that is the only good thing at least i can still see my son, but i have to wait a year in a half before he can come home. this is why i am dyeing inside. that you all for taking the time to read this. adirah