Well I am all on the mend from the accident. One broken toe may have to be operatedon, depressed about not being able to run, I do get to the gym now but not the same as a nice jog. My oldest son is once again trying to drive me crazy so he can control my bank account! My daughter is going to her Dad's every other week and it is really hurting her spending the week with him and his girlfriend in which she hates. I just miss her......
Well everything on me has finally healed! I have been back to the gym twice after an 8 week boring rest! The only thing left is my broken toe...I should have taken the anger management courses sooner! Tonite I went to my oldest son's Graduation from HS, there were 1400 students in his class! It went on forever. except for that one moment, they said his name, he took his diploma and looked for me in the massive crowd!!!! Yes, I've complained about the money he has cost me, but that 15 seconds was worth it! I am the MOM!
Well, went to the gym on Saturday! First time in 2 months, I hurt, but feel good, was supposed to go today, got caught up in legal matters with my Daughter's father.....
Ok, so I can get back to the living, no crutch or cane! So last week I went a little to far with my daughters dad. I punched him and kicked his car when he picked up my Princess! I have never been violent or aggressive, but when ur baby comes home telling me that she spent the nite with a 12 yr old boy and she just turned 5! I went apeshit on him! Now more court costs! But worth it! Hence the broken toe!!!
Ok, I went to the DR last Friday and he gave me a cane instead of crutches! I was way excited!!!! Today I took my mom and we had a spa day, I hurt so much from that I can't explain, but Mom loved it!
Finally!! Still neet to use a crutch for long walks but doing good!!!! Can move the elbow and shoulder without pain. Still can't pick up anything with it yet. The tailbone on the other hand is really a pain in the, well you know. I mean there's not more I can do but sit on it!!! In the last month my Princess turned 5, my jock turned 11. My eldest who I used to think was my closest child, we go to all the hockey games, we used to talk about everything! But recently, I discovered he's having sex and smoking pot. Used the excuse I did it when I was his age!!!! I lived in AK at the time, it's legal there!!!!! He is also failing 2 classes he is good at! No wonder right!!! Girls and pot aren't good for school!!! It was all so upsetting because he has been tested and is gifted, Been reading since he was 2 1/2. One of my dearest friends told me this morning that, a great athlete wont be great if they have no drive! He should know he is a great athlete. He also told me that just because you have the brains you may not have the desire to use them. Just like Grandpa always said, "You can lead a horse to water, but not make them drink!" I took my son to a counselor, he has assured me no more pot. I threatened to go to the parents of his best friends and GF. I also grounded him, except for Prom because everything was finalized. I also took away his Iphone and am making him use his old fone till his grades are passable. I talked to his teachers about some things he can do to improve. I an not going to blame me for being to lenient. I blame him for not making better choices.
OK, so I have had this appt for months! But then I have the fall!!! They want to charge me $50. to cancelhave my Dad drive me, I was totally never numb and kicked well kneed him in thhe nuts!!! e tol;d me to let him know if I was uncomfortable. I am waiting on the asshole of my life (aka father of my Princess to pick her up for his weekend) Then maybe I can get some sleep! Or just warning readers, things will be mixted up and mispelled, but I mean well!!!!