I have fallen into the whole that was created in my heart.
So deep am i that the sludge of Pain, tears, and confusion bury me with each attempt to fight.
where do i go from here?
Where is my love that I thought would rescue me?
Where is the man I once called my lover, my companion, my friend?
So here am i, fighting the sludge and bricks of stress wondering if he will come back.
And lost am i and dying as i fight.
I close my eyes and say your name perfectly and as the rising pain submerges me I love you and forgive you rolls across my lips.
