To all who know me i am a loving caring man that is dearly devoted to the ones i love. I spent 3 years with someone that was totaly keeping me in the dark and feeding me shit from the start, i tried to get along with her family and most of them are great people that i will never black list or bad mouth. i wish i could keep them as friends but im sure by now the X has that im no good and yadayadayada... on with the show.... i opened my eyes about a year ago and i found from there a life that is worth living. i found a friend that turned into more and a family that loves me. i found a place in this world where i can be loved for me and what i am, not just for what i do. i can only say that i hope that if anyone else is ever in a posistion that seems like mine that you can get out on your own two feet and make the most of what u have to give. and to the people that are holding you back from what you want, well remeber that when you are face to face with your maker and HE decides that he can not forgive you for your trouble that you have caused and sends you packing..... maybe @ that exact point u will realalize that you are a worthless piece of shit and if HE cant forgive you; just how the fuck do you expect anyone else to?
~SWP~