I'm really thinking some sick thoughts
Remenising the shit I lost
Feeling lost, and all alone
I'm scaring myself
Truth be told
I can't get you off my mind
Constantly think of ways to die
The pills I have, calling my name
Promising me NO PAIN!
I'm stuck in my thoughts
they won'y let me be
torturing visions i don't wanna see
what are you doing?
I know you're alright
all by yourself
while I sit and fight
I can;t think straight
I fell for you
Nothing that I can do
Feeling so lost
Longing for you
Knowing you're not missing me
Probably wanting me to let you be!
So tell me what's up
Like you give a fuck!I don't understand what you did
Why'd you say the things you said???
You said you ain't run no game...
Then why am I sitting here full of pain?
You said forever
You'd never hurt me
So why you there?
Why desert me???
Was what I said so hard to believe?
Living a life free of grief
Baby, I just wanna ease your pain...
let you know there is a beter way!
My love always, undying to you
My friendship promised...
Faithful & True