Rose's blog: "My Thoughts"

The night creeps in and brings the loneliness. I feel a chill and look up with a start. This house, this home I know so well, Suddenly seems so surreal. Alone. Parents are tucking children in bed. Lovers snuggle down under the covers Anticipating much needed rest and the sweetest of dreams. So alone I sit here all alone, I dare not sleep. For If I do the darkness may engulf me and draw me deeper into its folds. Always alone I'll stay up and keep watch on the dark. The night is so still and I anxiously await the light. When once again life will hustle and bustle outside my door. Yet I will still be alone, so alone, always alone. Forever alone

My Friends, Thank you all for the nice emails and comments you have sent or left while I have been absent. During tax season ( Jan. 1 thru April 15 ) I work at a tax office processing tax returns. I normally work 7 days a week and very long hours. During that time, if I'm not working, I'm sleeping. There is usually very little time for anything else. I may have the opportunity to pop on here once in a while, but for the most part, I will not be here much. I will return in full force once the tax season is over. Until that time, take care my friends and be well and happy. Rose

Take twelve whole months, Clean them thoroughly of all bitterness, hate, and jealousy, Make them just as fresh and clean as possible. Now cut each month into twenty-eight, thirty, or thirty-one different parts, but don't make up the whole batch at once. Prepare it one day at a time out of these ingredients. Mix well into each day one part of faith, one part of patience, one part of courage, and one part of work. Add to each day one part of hope, faithfulness, generosity, and kindness. Blend with one part prayer, one part meditation, and one good deed. Season the whole with a dash of good spirits, a sprinkle of fun, a pinch of play, and a cupful of good humor. Pour all of this into a vessel of love. Cook thoroughly over radiant joy, garnish with a smile, and serve with quietness, unselfishness, and cheerfulness You're bound to have a happy new year. --- Author Unknown ---

I crave The very thought of you Pressing against me Your hands touching and teasing I crave The sweet taste of you Warm and wet upon my lips Your flavor upon my tongue I crave The musky scent of you Sweeping through my head Filling my mind and body with lust I crave The rich sound of your voice Whispering softly in my ear Dirty little secrets I crave Once more And forever You