DJ MASTER's blog: "MY Thoughts"

Lost in the wilderness of life trying desperately to see the forest for the trees. Listening to natures storms brew all around me. Feeling the rain as it brutally hits my skin. Comparing the feeling to the temporal stings of a thousand bees merely lasting moments. Waiting ... just waiting... for the rage to pass. Knowing even the darkest skies will pass into blinding light. Grasping deep within to find shelter in this cruel place I cal myself. Trying to reach for another soul as they extend passion my way. Yet, I find myself wanting more... More then just the satisfaction of knowing someone is there. Knowing I cannot share my deep dark self. The Bleeding heart which cannot rejuvenate itself. For every drop of blood I give... of every ounce of love I share... it is sucked up by the leeches that claim they love me. Yet,Only bring me pain. I have one love... I know is true... Eternity... Long lasting through... Although, I wait to see her face. To feel her touch. my heart remains... Yearning. Calling out her name.... Whispering.... "I love You!" into the shadows... waiting...still waiting... for her to call back. Claim my name is written on her heart. As her Ghostly spirit walks through times shadows... with memories locked deep within the caverns of my soul. waiting... still waiting... For my heart to swell. Full of painful Joy. hearing the sound... of her lovely voice say... " I've been waiting a long time for you..." "I love You!" Hauntingly echoe through the air. One final release of these dark tears... Finally at peace... with no more fears... As I lay to rest... After all these years.... written by Kevin R Kenny@2002

(COULD THIS BE?) Since the Day That I met you My heart has soared. Although I just grin and don't say a word. I feel somehow that you know how I feel when I look in your eyes to see the way they twinkle. The way my heart melts, when you suddenly smile, every story you tell, every moment you share. I want to tell you many times, How I am easily lost in your eyes. But, my mind trips and my tongue stumbles. I can't think of the right words to say/ I know my heart's telling me... "LOOK OUT!" I might be in trouble. But when you hold my hand, I'm on top of the world. When you kiss me... My heart swells, my head's in a spin, my stomach starts doing it's own little thing. I like the feeling. Then I get scared... Is this a dream? What if I wake up? This is too weird... I'm not used to this stuff. Could this be Love? Or is it a crush? My mother just smiles and tells me it's cute. My dad say's it's life and love's like a suit. I ask what he means... He responds, with a grin. "When you try it on, and it fits like a glove. It's not just a crush ,son. That's what they call Love. written by Kevin R Kenny@2005