Buckeye Babe's blog: "My thoughts..."

Hiya friends..... I got some Great news tonight at work, I had transfers in at dif. locations & had an interview last Sat. tonight was the night that I would find out if I got it or not, & I did!!! I am so excited, my son will be 18 in 2 wks, hes my youngest, so this is now the beginning of the "Me" phase in life. I have to let them know the date that I'll be starting (which is in Jan). So now I have to find a new place to live & such. I'm moving to Indiana & will be working in Lafayette (home of Purdue). Wish me luck, so if you don't see me on here much, you'll know why.... Take Care friends & love ya all!!!!

Its pretty funny when you have people on here that are you're friends & they despise people that act immature & such BUT yet they don't realize that they do it themselves. I just got blocked once again for the 2nd time from a so-called friend on here PukinDog143!!**... Ladies, if you don't always have the daily chat with him, you better be dead, because if you're sick, or working or whatever, well you're just making excuses. He wants 100% of your attention or else..... This is the 2nd time that he has blocked me & lets not forget the name calling, but thats ok, if it makes you feel like a MAN to call a lady a name then go for it.

Go show my friend Lots of love, he deserves it, help him make Disciple, plus rack up points level yourself. Can't go wrong with that. PukinDog143!!**Where are the Real Friends/Raters!!

@ fubar

Does men ever get like that? Like what I described yesterday, Cmon men, plz be honest. I know it doesn't happen alot but boy when it does, lol. It was such a beautiful day today, When I got off of work today, it was 79* out. The kids came over and we had a cookout. I started walking again, so hopefully I'll start feeling better again. Not that I feel bad, I am great. I did indeed get trashed a bit last night, ran out of milk dammit, lol. And fell asleep and woke up this am for work. Today went by pretty well. I am so lucky to have my time with TJ, he means the world to me. Well just thought I'd drop a line to anyone that had read the days before, that I am fine, just every now and then have one of them days.

I have no idea whats the matter with me, I had a good day at work, it went fast, after work I talked with the man of my dreams, but then after we hung up the phone, I began feeling depressed. My son came home, doing just the littlest shit, and it got on my nerves. I get so tired of feeling alone, I hate this feeling. It hurts to want someone so bad, and then to not have them, hell I confuse myself. Oh well, figured what the hell girl, have a few drinks, you'll feel fine, pass out,lol. and wake up again to start over another day.

This world is so amazing, how did we all survive without out what we now call our everyday necessities. I can not imagine not having a computer, my cell phone, any of that for that matter. WOW!!! Who knew that 10-20 yrs ago, we would have these things. Not me thats for sure. I am so thankful though. I have met some wonderful people, that I now call friends because of it. You can NEVER replace them. Doesn't matter what kind of newer technolgy comes out, they're always gonna be a part of me. Some may even be more than just a friend. Time will tell all. All I can do is be thankful for everything that I have gotten, and stay open minded to what lays ahead. It just makes you wonder....

How can it be to have feelings for someone so far away? Thousands of miles between us, never really met in person, just on here. I know its a new age of technology, but still....... We talk on the the phone, and all of the time on here, we see and talk, just like we're right in front of the other, but we're not. So tell me then... How can I have feelings?