Daddy M founder of Daddys whitetiger family's blog: "my thoughts and moods"

Artist: Lonestar Album: Coming Home Title: I'll Die Tryin' You've been livin' way to long in broken promiseland Your dreams crushed and scattered like a million grains of sand I'd love to be your redemption but I am just a man And I may never be a hero But I'm a rock you can lean on If I don't love you like you deserve If I don't stop every tear you're cryin' If I don't make your life a heaven on this earth I'll die tryin' I'll die tryin' I'll listen to your secret prayer and share your deepest wish Search for a hundred years just to find the perfect kiss Of everything within' my power there's nothin' I won't give To be that part of you and your life That takes what's wrong and makes it right [Repeat Chorus] I may never be a hero But I'm a rock you can lean on I wanna be that part of you and your life That takes what's wrong and makes it right [Repeat Chorus] I'll die tryin' I'll die tryin' I'll die tryin' Don't just call it quits say there's no chance for you out there I know you're at a crossroads where love doesn't seem to be fair He made no effort to satisfy all your hopes and dreams But if you'll give love another shot and look to me I'll die trying Hold on to me show me your needs I'll fly higher Give what I can give as sure as I live I'll die tying

I am sitting here wondering why I seem to always be a secret in peoples lives. the past 3 ladies I have been involved with I have seemed to be a secret to others. the first one of course had a Master and I was just a friends with benefits but even after they were seperated I was a secret. the next didn't want to put on her profile that she was taken not sure why she told me a reason but it really didn'ty make thjat much scence to me anyway since she told me that she was proud to be part of me. the last it seems wanted to be mine and I wanted to give her time and she agreed but not sure if how she is feeling really if she wants anyone of her friends to know. and really not sure if we have progressed past what we have had before what she said. well time will tell I guess. no big thing. I will be fine.