WingsLE Pls JenniferLove x BTFU x's blog: "My stuff"

I want to SCREAM at the top of my lungs... how much I hate him for what he did and does...

 until it's just a faint, raspy whisper that I have left...

and cry ceaselessly.. until I have nothing in me to feel

I want to pummel my fists into a pile of bricks.. until they come up bloody

and the clay has crumbled at my feet

I want to know all the things that I do not even come close to already knowing.. but I am afraid of the answers..

knowing it will crumble me like the clay...

I want to tell you why I hate him for what he did and does...

I want to tell you why you shouldn't just hurt a girl like me...

I want to tell you.... but I won't!

Because I don't want to hurt him...

sick huh?

Love, .... me

 

*This is an original poem by me. Please do not copy or use in any other eay than to read. Thank you