"My Secret Death"
you were the one that always got me to smile,
that was really good, but it was only for a while,
I really don't see how that could be,
someone was always after me,
I still wish that it was never really true,
butI know deep down inside it is, what can I do?,
my happy smile was flipped upside down,
them horrible throughs make me frown,
I never had no meaning in your life,
instead of a razor blade, it could of been a knife,
your worring about me would have been done,
you could of had all your friendly fun,
nobody would of cared that much,
all I would of missed is you my crush,
nobody would of had to known,
because of you that would not of shown,
how badly I wanted my life to end,
remembering the words 'your my fucking friend",
the more those words go through my head,
the more I wish at this moment I was dead.
