Fuck me?!!! today....is my second 'fu birthday',has to be said,i blooody amazed i lasted this long,so i guess its time to reflect on the last year. Ok,tha took all of 30 seconds,an a overwhemling feeling of dread an misery engulfed my whole being.
Its not been the best of years but one or two things have lifted my heart an soul.First thing i wanna mention is my 'fu marrage' to my best friend Melissa(deadhead chic),thank you treacle,for loving me the way you do,i know for a fact i wouldnt be here,if not for you.Life would not be the same without you in it,thank you,i mutha fuckin love the shit outta you!!! just sayin.lol.Ive made some truly brilliant friends,an i love 'em all ...well ok,SOME of them dearly,so thank you very much for being 'the dogs bollox' an lovin me. thank you.
Know what? i was gonna write this nice blog,but to be honest,my hearts just not in it,those 'fu' who actually know me an give a damn,thank you for putting up wiith my poo an lovin me,im eternally greatful for everything,for the rates,the comments,the gifts,your time,you touch my heart an that means alot to me.im a rich man indeed!!!
As for fu,its changed,im not really lovin this place anymore,people seem to be more interested in the points than the people,its seems its more of a money making scheme fronted by 'baby jesus',i know its a buisness.but fuck!!! its not even funny. im thinking of the year ahead,hand on heart?! ill be amazed if im here for my third,i doubt it,lets just hope some fu's can prove me wrong an make me want to stay,cause at this time,i dont.
so thank you beautiuful fu for reading this,sorry its not all what you expected,just know if your one of the beautiful fu's in my family or a friends list. i love you. i do.