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I'm sorry for everything I was! I appologize for everything I am! I appologize for everything I'm not or cant be! I'm sorry I don't understand the decisions u made. I'm sorry that i just can't say that I know how u feel, bc I don't. I will never understand why or how u could make the choices n decisions u made! I'm sorry that I can't make everything all better! I appologize for not knowing how! I'm extremely sorry for the mistakes I have made n appologize that I can't fix urs! Yes I'm sorry for ur pain, n the fact that I can't make it go away! But most of all I am sorry for being me and not telling you what you want to hear, n not saying everything is ok between you and me! I'm sorry that i can forgive u but not forget! I'm sorry that i can't be there for you now! I appologize for any hurt u feel i caused u! I am sorry i can't imagine how u must feel now! I appologize for not wanting to know! I am sorry that I can't say that I will be there for u now, bc of the decisions u made! I am sorry that u weren't there for Ayden! I am sorry that I begged U 2 be there! I am sorry that I can't go back and change it!
That being said I am not sorry that I made Ayden my priority! I am sorry that U didn't, or wouldn't! I appologize that no reason or excuse is going to be justifiable to me! I can't fathom the thought of ur choices being anything but selfish! I am sorry I feel this way! Maybe one day I will not!
