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I'm back from my trip to Salt Lake City! I had so much fun! I'm so glad I went and it was great to see my family and all of my old friends! I guess I'll begin on the day I arrived. It will explain how this was THE best feature dance trip I've EVER experienced. First I arrive at the SLC airport around 7pm and go down to collect luggage, I'm greeted by Brandy and Tom of Golden Trails! Two of the nicest people you'll ever want to meet! We made it to the Little America hotel and checked in. The hotel looks good so far. We get into the room and... wow, this ain't no Best Western! Which I'm usually shoved into when I go on the road! Golden Trails went all out for me and I'm so grateful for it! The next morning, we had to get a UTAH ID, this wasn't going to be a problem because I lived in UTAH and had an ID already, which wasn't expired, I just lost it. So we get to the DMV and trouble ensues. All of my paper work was under my current name, and the DMV had my paper work under my maiden name so they didn't want to give me the ID because my paper work didn't match. After about an hour, they finally gave in and gave me my ID with the WRONG name. But everything sorted itself out and we headed back to the hotel... Trying to remeber what we did in order is very difficult, and I wish I wrote this stuff down durning the trip, but it was so crazy I really didn't have the time to do it. But I'm trying my hardest to remember! So, after the DMV we went back to the hotel and and tried to rest for a bit, but had to pick up my makeup artist, Josef, and his girlfriend, Claire Adams at the airport, and also rent a car for us so Tom didn't have to cater to us the whole time we were there. I feel bad taking advantage of people's services! Around 5pm, Aiden went with Tom to the airport to rent the car and pick them up, while I stayed in the nice warm hotel bed and watched TV :) The weather in SL wasn't that bad actually and it only rained a little bit on the last day we were there. So earlier that day we went to the park and the bird zoo. I got into makeup at the hotel and we were off to the club for the first night of dancing! I was so nervous the whole time, thinking about it. Who would I see? What would they think? When I got up on stage for the first show I could feel my lip quivering on its own and I had to cover it with a prop feather I had. It was so embarassing! I hope no one saw! After about 30 seconds, I lost all nervousness and it felt just like any other show I've done. Most of the time I get that feeling the first time I'm about to go up on stage, but it goes away so quickly when I get up there, its so weird. The first night, the club had a good turn out, but not like the next few days... That night, it was so great, all of the house girls, waitress, and everyone were throwing me handfuls of money! (Thank you so much Grant!) I've never been treated so well at any other club or signing anywhere! They actually gave me my own dressing room with my OWN bathroom! At most clubs, my dressing room is the general public restroom :( They even gave me personalized Belladonna towels! They made us food every night after my shows and were basically just there for whatever I needed! After I danced, I spent some time with fans and friends who wanted to meet me. I shot polaroids for them as well. This night, the line was not very long, so I got in and out fairly quickly. But there is one girl in particular who came all the way from N.Y.C. and saw my show all 3 nights. She came up to meet me after everyshow and got a couple polaroids each time. I fucking LOVE this girl! She is so amazing and the MOST supportive of any fan I know! If you're reading this, you know who you are, and I don't want to say your name out of respect for you, but I don't know how to thank you for everything you've done for me! I will definately make it up to you for sure!!! :) Went back to the hotel around 2am and watched Borat with Josef and Claire! I was so tired, I fell asleep less than half way through and kept hearing Aiden and Josef laughing, I had to keep yelling at them to shut up! We had breakfast the next morning in the little cafe. Today we went to the Gateway, its an old railroad station turned into an outdoor shopping center. After that, we went to eat at Olive Garden. Worst food ever. Back to the hotel and back into makeup and back to the club we went... The second night was a much bigger crowd! But with more people, brought more cigarette smoke :( It was so thick and nasty in there all of our eyes were red and burning. We dealt with it thought, at least we didn't have to spend all night out in it. We could come back to the dressing room as we pleased :) The night came and went and we found ourselves waking up again and getting room service this time. Today was a busy day because I had an interview and photoshoot scheduled with the Salt Lake City Weekly, an independent, liberal newspaper. The interview took about 2 hours and the photoshoot was at two different times, one of me in normal clothes, and one of me madeup for my dance show. I don't know when the paper will come out, but I hope to get some copies! It was actually more of a story than an interview, and It's supposed to be a cover story. I have two more phone interviews to do with them before the story gets published. Back to the last day at the club, tonight was a very good night, lots of people, lots of fun! The whole trip was very fun and full of excitement and I'm so glad I got to go back to SLC to dance! This was my last feature dance gig, as I have retired from dancing, but I told them if they ever wanted me back, I would come out of retirement, ONLY for them! Thanks so much to everyone who came to see me, the club for having me, Grant, Tom and Brandy for being so nice and caring! and to that special lady who supported my ass like no one ever has before!

What a busy day I had today. Surprised? Me neither. So it started out when I woke up at 5 a.m. and went to my first day of training. What an amazing workout I had, I've never worked out like this before, it felt like I used every single muscle in my entire body. It was a bit odd going into the gym in the dark, and coming out in the light. Came home at 7 a.m. and hopped into bed for 5 minutes. I realized I wasn't tired and had too much to do before my meeting. I'll fast forward to 11 a.m. when the V.P. of Evil Angel called us and needed to be picked up at the car detailer. Aiden ran out to get him and we were on the road to the San Diego area by 11:30 a.m. The germans were also along for the ride... ready to capture all that I had to offer. The ride took about 2 hours and talked about why we were on our way down there among other things, so time went by fairly quickly. We arrived at the studio and met the C.E.O. He took us on a tour and showed us how the dolls were made. It's very cool and interesting! They even had interchangable faces! The meeting, however, didn't go as I expected. Personally, I was under the impression that they wanted me because of my name and where I stand in adult entertainment, which didn't seem to be the case, as they were also looking at doing dolls on a bunch of other girls as well. Either way, I would really like to be the first girl that they do it with so I'm crossing my fingers it all works out! The ride back to L.A. was an adventure in itself. What should have taken 2 hours, lasted almost 5 hours. Yes traffic played a major part in our journey. 2 of those hours were spent trying to take a shorcut through Hollywood. For some reason, it seemed like every car in California was driving through Los Angeles tonight. Anyway we had some amazing stories that you'll only be able to hear on the 9 to 5 documentary, if the Germans decide to keep them in!! Anyone familiar with those huge Smart Water bottles? Well if you are, you know how big they are. I had to pee all the way back from S.D. and didn't want to get fined if caught peeing out the window, so I filled up the Smart watre bottle 1 1/2 times! It was steaming when I poured it out the window :) The people behind me must have not known what to think was going on. After we finally got home, we ordered food from Good Earth. They forgot to give Aiden his. Haha. He went back to pick it up and told them to re-make it for him and all they did was throw it in the microwave! He bitched about, but he ate it. What a man! I just finished watching a spanish movie about a girl who smuggled drugs from Columbia to New York by swallowing pellets of cocaine. They filled the fingers of rubber gloves with the drugs, folded them over twice and compressed them in some machine, coated them in lubricant and the girls had to swallow between 60-70 pellets. It was supposedly based on the reality of Columbian drug smugglers. Anyway, its late now, and I have a nice 2 day weekend to relax! Ahhhhhhh! On monday, I'll be shooting two scenes for for Odd Jobs, one with Sasha Grey and the other with Roxy DeVille. Talk to you guys later!

So, I had my consultation at Tracy Anderson fitness today. They measured my body and asked me what my goals were for my body. I told them that the only thing I'm concerned about is that my butt stays nice and big and that I don't look like a female soccer player! Nothing against female soccer players, but I just don't want to look like one! She told me that the type of workout that I'll be doing is a mixture between pilates and ballet. So therefore, my muscles should be elongated and lean. It should be pretty interesting. I always like to try different types of fitness to find out which one works best for my body. And on a more interesting note, The213, a Los Angeles Independent Film newspaper, wants to follow me around for a story their doing. Basically, it will be like "A day in the life of Belladonna". I'll be sure to let everyone know when that becomes available. Fetish Fanatic #5 is rated #2 this week on AVN's top sales and rentals charts! Yay for me and girl/girl sex! The great thing about this is that it's unheard of that all girl movies rate this high. Usually its only boy/girl movies that make it into the top 3. James Doorne, from Bizarre Magazine, has put me on the mailing list to receive all issues (Thanks James!!! Love this magazine so much!) If you've never seen this magazine, go to your local newsstand and pick up a copy TODAY! I was previously featured in a back issue in a pregnancy spread and will be featured in a future article about top female idols. I was the only porn star to make the list. Speaking of magazines, Jesse James', Garage Magazine is on stands today and I'm featured in a layout with Casey Parker of Shane's World. It was shot by Ed Fox and I've heard that it looks really good, I have not had a chance to see it yet but can't wait to get my copy! I almost forgot, Aiden setup a new toolbar for me and my website! Download and install it now!

Today, the Germans are following me around for a documentary on porn they're doing. I call them the Germans, but only one of them is really German, the other is from Brazil. But I think its a term that the industry has labeled on them. Great people though, great people. I'll be doing some more shopping for S.L.C. dancing wardrobe. Also have to find the nipple barbells that I couldn't find yesterday. That's pretty much my plan for today... I also didn't get to take my walk last night, but fuck was I sore from the beautiful booty class I took 3 days ago!!! Someone massage me! Please!!! I was thinking about something last night. I love to sing. But I'm not very confident singing when people ask me to, so I mostly just sing to myself real loud in the bathroom or shower. I was thinking about taking singing lessons. But then thought about it more realistically. Why should I take singing lessons when I could be spending my time and money on more profitable things, like computer classes, editing classes, photoshop classes, etc. So I asked Aiden about it. He says "What the fuck do you want to take all those computer classes for when you have a technical genius at your disposal?" So today he taught me how to export video clips for my website and how to pick thumbnails. I did a few, but had to leave, but will learn more so I can help him rid some of the stress of being a "one man band." He's a great man, and I feel bad for making him do virtually all of the work! Well... I now know how to export video clips! Yay me!

What it do nephew. Holla atcha boy, Jason Ellis! First, I would just like to thank Jason Ellis for having me on his show last Friday, and also to Sam Tripoli for breaking off my ass cheek. I'll return the love eventually Sam!! Ahh... Today has been very busy for me, incase anyone wanted to know how may day was so far, here is the list of things I've done and have to do:

• Finalized the scheduling of Odd Jobs
  • Sasha Grey / Rico Strong
  • Roxy DeVille / Arnold Schwartzenpecker
  • Keeani Lei / Rico Strong
  • Marie Luv / Rico Strong
  • Me, Claire Adams / Rico Strong
  • Lexi Love / Rico Strong
  • Adrianna Nicole / Rico Strong
  • Gia Paloma / John West
  • Me / Ethan Hawke
  • Me / "New Guy"
• Bought plan tickets and hotel for S.L.C.
  • Golden Trails Gentlemen's Club Feb. 8th - 10th, 2007
• Scheduled consultation for Tracy Anderson Fitness
• e-Mailed a bunch of people a bunch of things
• Paid my bills
• Organized paperwork for my bookkeeper
• Made a TODO list before leaving to S.L.C.
• Made appt. for my spray tan
  • Portofino, Beverly Hills, CA.
• Made appt. for my eyebrow waxing
  • Anastacia, San Fernando Valley, CA.
• Have to get new barbells for my nipples for dancing
• 30 Small crickets for my Chinese Water Dragon
• Picking up fanmail
  • 19528 Ventura Blvd. #176, Tarzana, CA. 91356
• Going for a long walk in the evening to relax

So there you have it. This is for all of you people who think I have nothing to do all day but sit on the computer and chat. You can now see that I'm a VERY busy person, I have a business to run and a personal life to deal with AND then all of you. So please understand, when I don't respond to you, or ONLY write once, these are the reasons why. On a happier note, I have a meeting with a EXTREMELY well-known manufacturer of adult dolls this Friday. They're interesed in making a "like-ness" doll of me, so if all goes well, you, yes YOU, can own your very own BELLADONNA! With all three working holes! Lifelike hair and skin! And possibly other accessories and modifications! I've been dying to have my own toy forever and finally my dream may come true, bigger than I've ever imagined! Would you buy one?

I've had a very busy day today, I got acupuncture done on my face and got THE BEST face massage afterwards! I also picked up a couple outfits for my last feature dance gig in Salt Lake City, I won't tell what they are so I don't ruin any suprises! But they're really different from what I usually do at my shows. Also got a cool wig to bring with me so I don't have to be bald for all my shows.. just mixing it up a bit for you guys ;) Tried to sign up at a new fitness club... a mixture between balet and pilates. We'll see how it goes. I just got finished scheduling the girls and guys for my new movie, Odd Jobs, which should release in March. I will be in the movie, along with the beautiful Claire Adams and Rico Strong, The Black Mamba! This movie will be about blowjobs, handjobs and footjobs! It will be our first time shooting a movie like this, so wish us luck!

I'll randomly be selecting 5 fans to give my newest movie out to next month! All you have to do to enter the contest is add me as a fan by clicking this link! If you're already a fan, you don't have to do anything but be lucky! Good luck everyone!

For all who are wondering.. I'm not sure what I've caught, but I have a nasty cough that's controlling me, and I've almost completely lost my voice. oops. Thanks for all the warm wishes and get well soon cards! Love you guys! B.