DRIFTING IN DARKNESS THAT NEVER ENDS
WAITING FOR THAT SPECIAL MOMENT
GOING THROUGH MY LIFE WOULD BE SO MUCH EASIER
EASIER WITHOUT EMOTIONS, EASIER WITHOUT YOU
BUT WHO AM I KIDDING, WITHOUT YOU I WILL NEVER BE
AND NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THAT
TEARS OF SADNESS AND JOYS OF TRIUMPH
FEARS OF FORGETTING, FEARING FEAR ITSELF
HOW WILL I MAKE IT THROUGH THESE YEARS
AS NOTHING MORE THAN A HUMAN
AS NONE LESS THAN PERFECT?
FEAR IS A STRONG EMOTION THAT OVERTAKES THE WEAK
AND I GUESS I AM WEAK
I FEAR FOR YOU, I FEAR FOR ME
MOST OF ALL I FEAR FOR MY SOUL
SO MANY THINGS GOING WRONG
SO MANY THINGS LEFT UNCHANGED
BEFORE ONE CAN BEGIN TO HEAL, ONE MUST FORGET
BUT I DONT WANT TO FORGET
TEARS I MUST SHED TO START MY HEALING
ONLY WONDERING WHAT IS IN STORE
WHAT WILL BE NEXT? WHO WILL I MEET?
WILL I DIE? WILL I THRIVE?
SO MANY QUESTIONS NOT HAVING ANSWERS
AND ON ONE TO SHARE MY FEELINGS WITH
OH LORD PLEASE HELP ME!
