I have come to a point in my life where my financial situation is not very healthy... I have been unemployed since April 18th... I have been fighting depression over this... I know that depression is a spirit and I do not wish to allow it any control in my life... I have been praying about this for some time... I have submitted many resumes and have even had several job interviews... but nothing has turned up employment wise for me to date... I have also asked God to lead my steps and take me where He wishes for me to be and do what His will would be... my car is in need of repairs... the left rear wheel bearing assembly is making a loud roaring noise and I've been told by two mechanics that it could freeze up at any time... I am not whining about these things... I am only sharing them in order for you to know in what areas I need prayer... I'm not sure yet if God wants me to get another job or if if He wants me to be in a full-time ministry... Please take the time to pray for me.. lift me and my situation up to the Lord... I am going to ask something else of you as well... something that I find hard to do... but feel that I am supposed to... I am going to ask that you also search your hearts when you pray... search to see if God has put a burden upon you to help me in whatever way possible... I will be honest, I feel strange asking that... I have never been one to ask for help... but I feel that God is telling me to "ask and I shall receive"... and that whoever He uses to bless me in whatever way will be blessed greatly... I haven't been obedient in writing this... I felt led to write this message over a week ago but have fought it as I am very stubborn normally about taking help from anyone... and if this blog offends you in any way, please accept my apologies...
Your Brother In Christ!
Tony aka Jesus Freak
