BADKITTEN's blog: "My Poems"

My friend, I need you now-

Please take me by the hand.

Stand by me in my hour of need,

Take time to understand.

Take my hand, dear friend,

And lead me from this place.

Chase away my doubts and fears,

Wipe the tears from off my face.

Friend, I cannot stand alone.

I need your hand to hold,

The warmth of your gentle touch

In my world thats grown so cold.

Please be a friend to me

and hold me day by day.

because with your loving hand in mine,

i know we'll find the way.

Point your lashes down

and you can picture my face-

      I'm smiling....

Open you mouth, speak with your heart

and you can see my soul-

      I'm waiting....

Place your arms around my waist

and you can embrace my uncertainty-

     I'm shaking....

Press your lips against mine

and try to catch me-

    I'm falling...

As i looked into his eyes

and found his longing stare

i stopped myself from saying words

that would show how much i care

i put my hand up to his face

to hold my feeling in

i wouldn't say the words again

to show my love for him

the last time i had told him

how much he meant to me

he put my hands away from his

and said to leave him be

i never spoke the words again

for fear of his deep fright

i thought it was the last time

until that blissful night

his fingers traced around my face

pushing hair away

and i was quite unprepared

for what he was to say

my heart beat quickly, my head raced on

he looked as if he might faint-

imagine this strong guy

but never would i be more impressed

with anything he'd do

than when he took that heartfelt leap

and told me," I love you."

Forgive the sun who didn't shine

The sky had asked her in to dine.

Forgive the stars that heard your wish

The moon prepared their favorite dish.

Forgive the rain for its attack

The clouds have tears they can't hold back.

Don't hate the birds cause they are free

Dont evny all the things they see.

Don't block the wind, but hear its cry

Or else that wind may pass you by.

Forgive the storm it means no harm

Could not resist to show its charm.

Forgive the earth that never turns

Don't hate the sun, because to much burns.

Life intends to not cause pain

The flowers bloom from all the rain.

The storm will come and it will pass

The sun that shines, it grows the grass.

The wind it cannot help but cry

The stars at night light up the sky.

Forgive the world in which we live

We'll all find peace if we forgive.

"You cannot change what is a part of you."

although I've often tried.

My body was never thin enough,

m imperfections i'd always hide.

I smiled when they said I was beautiful,

I laughed when they said I was great.

But it took a long time to believe in their words,

I figured loneliness was my fate.

The boys i wanted didn't want me,

I was tossed, used and torn.

So many took me as a joke,

I crawled inside myslef - scared and forlorn.

My self-esteem has let me down,

My belief in myself was nil.

I did not understand where i was headed,

could not understand until...

I finally decided to believe in me,

I realized that I was worth so much.

This was when I could see through the storm,

When i allowed my soul to be touched

when times get distressing and rough.

But i know that i will always love myself,

No matter what-

I AM ENOUGH!

I can't explain,

how i feel.

Can't tell,

if this feeling is real.

Can't explain,

you gentle touch.

Or how you can love me,

so very much.

I can't explain,

the look in your eye.

Or how you say,

you'll never lie.

I can't explain,

what your heart says to mine.

Or how we keep this real,

and yet so alive.

Can't explain,

love at first site.

Or the way you look at me,

in the middle of the night.

I can't explain,

all my feelings for you.

Except saying,

I love you!

Clouds fill the sky,

where the sun would once shine.

Shadows of darkness,

escapes the light.

You sit in a corner,

alone and shy.

Scared to move,

scared to lose a life.

Tears fill your eyes,

as well as fear in your heart.

Searching for warmth,

in the cold bliss of the night.

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The feeling of life,

the feeling of freedom,

that you bring me.

The hope and faith,

I see in your eyes.

With love,

that you speak.

Truth that you bring,

the laughter I see.

You brighten my day,

to make me smile.

The feeling of warmth,

when you hug me.

The soft touch,

when you look at me.

Blending your brown,

into my green.

For all can see,

that you love me.

What's left in the world,

when you broke my heart.

Not caring,

when or why.

Filling my mind,

with wander.

and ny heart with despare.

now knowing,

you never really cared.

you filled my hopes and dreams,

with encourgement and joy.

but now i am unable to carry,

my strength nor future you once gave.

my world seemed to end,

that day you left me alone.

crying on my bed,

asking what i did wrong.

calling you,

to hear you hang up.

I'm sure now,

i may have died.

leaving this world,

leaving you behind...Good bye!

What can go wrong,

I feel as if I've already lost you.

my soul is deprived,

my heart in depression.

i lie here on my bed,

waiting for you to call.

waiting for my tears to fall,

letting all the pain escape.

my mind begins to shutdown,

my body turns cold as ice.

my face turns pale,

as my eyes slowly shut.

I began slipping away,

from my life.

Falling fast,

into a never ending hole.

knowing i have,

completly lost you!