It so hard not to cry with all this pain I am feeling right now........... God please take me now I don't think I can handle this on my own.......But I will keep the faith and handle it with God near me and my faith with him will keep me strong.
I have been asked what kind of pain I am in well I have a degentive disc disease it is very painful I have formed 3 to 4 permement muscle spasms in my lower back that will never go any 3 the size of golf ball and 1 the size of a small lemon when the flare up its had to get up and even walk. I also have advanced arthritis in my right knee and that too is very painful.