Author Pixi Anderson The Original FUGoonie's blog: "My Music , My Everything- Music that means everything to me-"

LOL SOOO MANY REASONS FOR THIS SONG I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START!!! HAHA.. okay okay firstly this song was on the Singles Soundtrack which was a movie filmed in Seattle in my old neighborhood, and I actually knew 90% of the people in this movie, But majoratively , on a personal level- a) because I can be quite dyslexic , especially if Ive been drinking, I reverse letters allot when Im typing or reading etc lol. It's actually easier for me to read upside down :P lol! But ya anyway- when it comes to things like love or like or whatever- Im TOTALLY SCREWED because I am wicked shy and humble and whatever! anyway this is one of my songs :P lol Na nanana na nanana na na Na na na na nana etc. Ah ah ah... You shoot me glances and theyre so hard to read I misconstrue what you mean Slip me a napkin and now that you start Is this your name or a doctors eye chart? I try and comprehend you but I got a dyslexic heart I aint dying to offend you, I got a dyslexic heart Thanks for the book, now my table is ready Is this a library or bar? Between the covers I thought you were ready A half-angel, half-tart Do I read you correctly, lead me directly Help me with this part Do I hate you? do I date you? Do I got a dyslexic heart? You keep swayin... what are you sayin? Thinking bout stayin? Or are you just playing, making passes Well, my heart could use some glasses

This is my bouncy happy I'm fucked up and I'm proud of it song. The End. Chorus: I would swallow my pride I would choke on the rhines But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out find nothing but faith in nothing Want to put my tender heart in a blender Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion Rendezvous then Im through with you I burn burn like a wicker cabinet chalk white and oh so frail I see our time had gotten stale The tick tock of the clock is painful All sane and logical I want to tear it off the wall I hear words and clips and phrases I think sick like ginger ale My stomach turns and I exhale Chorus So cal is where my mind states but its not my state of mind Im not as ugly sad as you Or am I origami Folded up and just pretend demented as the motives in your head Chorus I alone am the one you dont know you need take heed feed your ego Make me blind when your eyes close sink when you get close tie me to the bedpost I alone am the one you dont know you need you dont know you need me. make me Blind when your eyes close, time me to the bed post Chorus

Okay really now, who doesnt have a memory of cruisin in a car smokin a bowl and listening to this song? Okay maybe quite a few people, but that is one of my many memories to this song. This is one of my Qua h songs lol, I listen to this song as loud as I possibly can and fucking sing my brains out. I love this song!!! How many special people change How many lives are living strange Where were you when we were getting high? Slowly walking down the hall Faster than a cannon ball Where were you while we were getting high? Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova in the sky Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova A champagne supernova in the sky Wake up the dawn and ask her why A dreamer dreams she never dies Wipe that tear away now from your eye Slowly walking down the hall Faster than a cannon ball Where were you when we were getting high? Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova in the sky Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova A champagne supernova in the sky Cos people believe that they're Gonna get away for the summer But you and I, we live and die The world's still spinning round We don't know why Why, why, why, why How many special people change How many lives are living strange Where were you when we were getting high? Slowly walking down the hall Faster than a cannon ball Where were you while we were getting high? Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova in the sky Some day you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova A champagne supernova in the sky Cos people believe that they're Gonna get away for the summer But you and I, we live and die The world's still spinning round We don't know why Why, why, why, why How many special people change How many lives are living strange Where were you when we were getting high? We were getting high We were getting high We were getting high We were getting high

If I had to pick one song in the whole fucking world , to try to explain how I have felt my intire freakin life, it would be this one. Always just a touch out of place, and never quite good enough for ... whatever.. what can I say.. I am the fucking weirdo this song is talking about. Thats all. lol When you were here before Couldnt look you in the eye Youre just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world And I wish I was special Youre so fuckin special But Im a creep, Im a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I dont belong here. I dont care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When Im not around Youre so fuckin special I wish I was special But Im a creep, Im a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I dont belong here. Shes running out again, Shes running out Shes run run run running out... Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want Youre so fuckin special I wish I was special... But Im a creep, Im a weirdo, What the hell am I doing here? I dont belong here. I dont belong here.

Man This song- this one is another punch in the gut memory song for me. I was 14 when my first real friend passed away on an O.D, it was wicked fucking hard for me, but this song right here helped me through it. To this day, this song is a gut check to me but it still pushes me on. I fucking love this song. Rawr! Will I see him on the TV Preachin' 'bout the promised land He tells me to believe in Jesus And steals the money from my hand Some say he was a good man But Lord I think he sinned, yeah Twenty-two years of mental tears Cries a suicidal Vietnam vet Who fought a losing war on a foreign shore To find his country didn't want him back Their bullets took his best friend in Saigon Our lawyers took his wife and kids, no regrets In a time I don't remember In a war he can't forget He cried "Forgive me for what I've done there Cause I never meant the things I did" Chorus: And give me something to believe in If there's a Lord above And give me something to believe in Oh, Lord arise My best friend died a lonely man In some Palm Springs hotel room I got the call last Christmas Eve And they told me the news I tried all night not to break down and cry As the tears rolled down my face I felt so cold and empty Like a lost soul out of place And the mirror, mirror on the wall Sees my smile it fades again Chorus Sometimes I wish to God I didn't know now The things I didn't know then Road you gotta take me home Solo I drive by the homeless sleeping on a cold dark street Like bodies in an open grave Underneath the broken old neon sign That used to read JESUS SAVES A mile away live the rich folks And I see how they're living it up While the poor they eat from hand to mouth The rich is drinkin' from a golden cup And it just makes me wonder Why so many lose, so few win Chorus You take the high road And I'll take the low road Sometimes I wish to God I didn't know now The things I didn't know then And give me something to believe in

Ya know- another Jovi Song.. I'm not even going to write an intro to this theres a line in this song that someone will know exactly why i am posting this song lol. Nuff said. I ain't got a fever got a permanent disease It'll take more than a doctor to prescribe a remedy I got lots of money but it isn't what I need Gonna take more than a shot to get this poison out of me I got all the symptoms count 'em 1,2,3 First you need That's what you get for falling in love Then you bleed You get a little but it's never enough On your knees That's what you get for falling in love And now this boy's addicted cause your kiss is the drug Your love is like bad medicine Bad medicine is what I need Shake it up, just like bad medicine There ain't no doctor that can Cure my disease Bad, bad medicine Bad, bad medicine I don't need no needle To be giving me a thrill And I don't need no anesthesia Or a nurse to bring a pill I got a dirty down addiction It doesn't leave a track I got a jones for your affection Like a monkey on my back There ain't no paramedic Gonna save this heart attack When you need That's what you get for falling in love Then you bleed You get a little but it's never enough On your knees That's what you get for falling in love Now I'm addicted and your kiss is the drug Your love is like bad medicine Bad medicine is what I need Shake it up, just like bad medicine So let's play doctor, baby Cure my disease Bad, bad medicine Bad, bad medicine [Solo] I need a respirator cause I'm running out of breath You're an all night generator wrapped is stockings and a dress When you find your medicine you take what you can get Cause if there's something better baby well they haven't found it yet Your love is like bad medicine Bad medicine is what I need Shake it up, just like bad medicine There ain't no doctor that can Cure my disease Your love is like bad medicine Bad medicine is what I need Shake it up, just like bad medicine Your love's the potion that Can cure my disease Bad, bad medicine Bad, bad medicine

Okay lets talk 80's/90's Hair bands. Bon jovi in particular. Dead or Alive, I'll never forget the first time I REALLY heard this song . I was 14 selling Meth tramping everywhere, already well on the road of gypsy life.. This song has been a flashback song for me ever since. When I was 25 I really got back into all the shit music I grew up to Bon Jovi is to this day one of my favorites. I FUCKING LOVE BON JOVI!! if you laugh at this I get to have sex with you. More recently I met someone very fucking cool who has an affinity for the hair bands like I do, and it was so cool to hear this song flashback and yet make a new memory of it singing it in the truck at the top of our lungs while going to a cycle shop. Rock the fuck on. It's all the same, only the names will change Everyday it seems we're wasting away Another place where the faces are so cold I'd drive all night just to get back home [Chorus:] I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride I'm wanted dead or alive I'm a cowboy Wanted dead or alive Sometimes I sleep, sometimes it's not for days And the people I meet always go their separate ways Sometimes you tell the day By the bottle that you drink And times when you're alone all you do is think [Chorus] I walk these streets, a loaded six string on my back I play for keeps, 'cause I might not make it back I been everywhere, and I'm standing tall I've seen a million faces an I've rocked them all I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride I'm wanted dead or alive I'm a cowboy, I got the night on my side I'm wanted dead or alive And I ride, dead or alive I still drive, dead or alive Dead or alive [x4]

Ya know, I have always loved this song because it's like a proverbial punch in this face. Honestly right now I am posting this for a good friend of mine, I think if I was a dj and got a phone call from him I'd have to play this song. Hopefully this will you make get a little release. All the things you wish you could say, and all the things I would feel in your shoes. This is my gift to you love right now. =) Once upon a time you dressed so fine You threw the bums a dime in your prime, didn't you? People'd call, say, "Beware doll, you're bound to fall" You thought they were all kiddin' you You used to laugh about Everybody that was hangin' out Now you don't talk so loud Now you don't seem so proud About having to be scrounging for your next meal. How does it feel How does it feel To be without a home Like a complete unknown Like a rolling stone? You've gone to the finest school all right, Miss Lonely But you know you only used to get juiced in it And nobody has ever taught you how to live on the street And now you find out you're gonna have to get used to it You said you'd never compromise With the mystery tramp, but now you realize He's not selling any alibis As you stare into the vacuum of his eyes And ask him do you want to make a deal? How does it feel How does it feel To be on your own With no direction home Like a complete unknown Like a rolling stone? You never turned around to see the frowns on the jugglers and the clowns When they all come down and did tricks for you You never understood that it ain't no good You shouldn't let other people get your kicks for you You used to ride on the chrome horse with your diplomat Who carried on his shoulder a Siamese cat Ain't it hard when you discover that He really wasn't where it's at After he took from you everything he could steal. How does it feel How does it feel To be on your own With no direction home Like a complete unknown Like a rolling stone? Princess on the steeple and all the pretty people They're drinkin', thinkin' that they got it made Exchanging all kinds of precious gifts and things But you'd better lift your diamond ring, you'd better pawn it babe You used to be so amused At Napoleon in rags and the language that he used Go to him now, he calls you, you can't refuse When you got nothing, you got nothing to lose You're invisible now, you got no secrets to conceal. How does it feel How does it feel To be on your own With no direction home Like a complete unknown Like a rolling stone?

Okay last Blues traveller song Im gunna post- But Anyway is totally my song because well.. It's pretty much my outlook on life. But Anyway lol. I lied and told her I loved her, She didn't care, but anyway I told her we'd still be friends, And she didn't care, but anyway I tried last week for to call her, She wasn't home, but anyway I think I'll spend my life alone, I really don't care right now, but anyway It's a state of affairs and a state of emotions The kind of thing that you must understand I tell you one thing; you tell me another We walk away, maybe then shake hands I'm quitting cigarette smoking It's bad for me, but anyway I don't think the TV was joking When it told me this, but anyway The newsman said not to sit on strange toilet seats It's my life he's trying to save, but anyway I found out that I've got eye cancer Too many television waves, but anyway It's a state of affairs and a state of emotions The kind of thing that you must understand I tell you one thing; you tell me another We walk away, maybe then shake hands Some day an answer will find us Quite a long shot, but anyway I think the past, the past is behind us Be real confusing if not, but anyway I put all my hope in tomorrow It's gonna be great, I can tell but anyway I see a new, a new day a dawning I like to sleep late, oh well, but anyway It's a state of affairs and a state of emotions The kind of thing that you must understand I tell you one thing; you tell me another We walk away, maybe then shake hands

fuck intros for this song. Figure it out LOL!! I pick up my smile put it in my pocket Hold it for a while try not to have to drop it Men are not to cry so how am I to stop it Keep it all inside don't show how much she rocked ya Ooh can you feel the same Ooh you gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Ooh I feel it comin' in The mountains win again The mountains win again Dreams we dreamed at night were never meant to come to life I can't understand the ease she pulled away her hand This time in my life I was hurt enough to care I guess from now on I'll be careful what I share Ooh can you feel the same Ooh ya gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Yeah feel it comin' in The mountains win again A pocket is no place for a smile anyway Someday I will find love again will blow my mind Maybe it will be that love that got away from me Is there a line to write that could make you cry tonight Can you feel the same Yeah ya gotta love the pain Ooh it looks like rain again Ooh feel it comin' in The mountains win again Ooh the mountains win again