BeautifullyDamaged's blog: "My Poems"

I miss the smile you had when I walked into the room,

I still replay in my head all the times you said baby girl I love you too.

When I first met you I never envisioned sitting here filled with regret,

I know this is all my doing that is why I am so upset.

I pushed you away so much and for so long,

I know I made you feel like loving me was wrong.

I let the fear I had over come me,

That is the only reason I set you free.

You were right when you said you were paying for his mistakes,

I just wish the damaged he caused hadn't put our love at stake.

I gave you all I had to give,

I would of gave you my last breath to help you live.

I know I will have to live with the choice I made,

I just wish the second time around I would of been more truthful maybe then you would of stayed. 

My insecurities and fucked up head allowed me to run you off for the second time,

I know what you want me to do but baby there is no more trying.

I begged for you to tell me good bye with my tearful eyes,

You said you couldn't you would rather die. 

I will never forget you,

Honestly I still love you. 

For ya baby, I will love you forever and always... 

I am sorry...