Why is it, when you fall in love with someone isnt it suppose to be they fall in love with you? Well, that is what I thought. I never thought in my whole 29 years that I would find someone that I loved whole hearted with, just to have my heart torn out of my chest and stomped on, not once but twice. Just as an insight, This guy that I fell head over heels for hurt me about 3 years ago, I went though so much with him, we were gonna get married and all bells and whistles. Well the bells and whistles happend but the marriage didnt.. Come to find out before I left him the first time, he was lying to me about what he was doing (if you catch my drift, not cheating something else WORSE) So I left, after about a year later he calls me and tells me that he wanted to make things work, so I told him that I still loved him but I am in a relationship and that he didnt care about me for this long then he can just move on..Well, that realstionship didnt work out, and the one I fell in love with again got in touch with me, he wanted to come up here and live and become a family all over again and that he has been clean for a long time now.. Well still being in love with him, I thought he changed, He was great for the first couple of months, then things got different, he started getting depressed, and he started acting sneaky, hiding his phone calls yadda yadda yadda. I asked him if there was something wrong and he said no everything was fine, well the story to this is that he was talking with his ex and planning to leave all along. So to all those dubasses like me, dont let someone else back in your life and really trust them until they show you that they have changed. Anyway....that is my story for now I will keep it up one way or the other...
