THIS IS MAILY TO GET OFF MY CHEST...
BUT THIS IS MY LIFE/THOUGHTS
K SO MOST OF U KNEW THAT I WAS RECENTLY DATIN A GUY...WELL I MADE A BAD CHOICE AND ENDED THE RELSH I HAD/HAVE MY REASONS FOR THAT...WELL ME N HIM TALKED AND GOT THANGS A LIL BIT BETTER...WE R GONNA C HOW THANGS GO...WELL SOMETIMES IT ALMOST SEEMS LIKE HE DOESNT WANT THANGS BACK THE WAY THEY WAS...IDK IF ITS ME OR NOT...I KNOW HES HURT AND I UNDERSTAND THAT BUT I HAVE MY REASONS 4 DOIN WHAT I DID...BUT WOULD LOVE TO C IF WE CAN GET THANGS RIGTH AGAIN...ANYWHO ON TOP OF THAT I HAVE 2 REALLY GREAT GUYS THAT REALLY LIKE ME...WELL I LIKE THEM 2...THEY BOTH WANT TO GIVE ME IT ALL...ALL 3 OF THESE GUYS HAVE GREAT HEARTS AND A WONDERFUL PERSONALITY...ONE DOESNT SEEM READY TO SETTLE DOWN AND THE OTHER 2 DO...I KNOW IM CONSIDERED YOUNG TO ALOT OF PPL...BUT....I WANT TO SETTLE DOWN... IM TIRED OF THE DRINKIN N THE DRUGS... I WANT SOMETHIN MEANIN FULL N MY LIFE...SOME OF U KNOW ABOUT MY PAST AND SHIT I HAVE BEEN THREW MOST OF U DONT... WELL ANYONE HOW REALLY KNOWS ME KNOWS THAT A FAMILY IS THE ONE THANG THAT I WANT OUT OF LIFE... SO ITS IMPORTANT 2 ME...ANYWAYS... THESE GUYS R GREAT, WONDERFUL, CARIN, COMPASSIONIT... ALL AROUND GREAT PPL... ONLY THANG IS...WHAT DO I WHERE TO GO WHERE DO I TURN 2...I KNOW EVERYONE SAYS DO THE PROS N CONS...WELL NOT REALLY WORKIN THAT GREAT SEEIN THAT THEY R PRETTY MUCH ALL ALIKE... GRRRR THIS IS REALLY GETTIN TO ME... GRRRRRRRRR IDK I JUST NEEDED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST N PUT MY THOUGHTS OUT THERE FOR ANYONE WHO WANTED TO READ....
THANKS
ASHLEY
XOXOXOXOXOX
