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Justin's blog: "My Life"

created on 04/11/2007  |  http://fubar.com/my-life/b72817
This blog is extremely opinionated so if you can't keep an open mind then don't read anymore than these first 2 lines.... Lately I've realized alot about life and people in this world....I especially learned alot about myself and my own life. I can't point the finger at anyone for the things that have happened. Nor do I intend to. I just want somethings to be said. So anyone and everyone can read them. First...let me discuss the juducial system and my opinions on certain things involving that. Some of you that know me closer...know the details of what happened back in October and why I'm on trial right now for some really serious shit. I've made many bad choices in my life...I know that. But the thing most people dont know is that I really learned from these mistakes and I've cut everyone I know who is associated with drugs out of my life. Well aside from mary jane. Yeah...I still smoke...and I dont see a problem with it. I know its illegal but it shouldnt be. Sure the doctors I've seen can prescribe things such as Xanax and Valuum but we cant smoke weed legally...what the fuck is that?! These "legal drugs" have so many negative side affects its scary. Aside from the damage weed does to your lungs....tell me one serious side affect it has on us. We might get the munchies or be very passive agressive....how is that a bad thing?? This pisses me off so much. Maybe someday our government will get there heads outta there asses and do the right thing and just make it legal. Because as we stand now about 50% of americans smoke or have smoked at some point in there lives. Next subject....Television...people seem to take everything they hear on TV very serious....which I dont agree with either. Television in my opinion is there to tell us parts of information...mostly the negatives about everything. They keep us all scared so we listen and do what they think we're supposed to do. Fear is a very powerful emotion and if used right you can make anyone do anything. Our government knows this. More people need to ask questions. Because some of the shit thats happening in this world is not right at all. And somebody needs to stand up for whats right...and not back down and believe what they're telling us to think. I have so much I want to say to people but I can't seem to get it all out into words. But come June 23rd I'll be a number in the system. So I'm saying whats on my mind while I still can. Maybe some of the things I'll say will affect one person in my life and maybe they can pass it on. Lately I've come to realize that I might have 4-5 people in my life I can REALLY depend on...which isn't necessarily a bad thing. It's just that things are hard right now and I feel like most of the people I used to associate with have turned there backs on me. The only thing I have to say to those people is someday....your lives will hit rock bottom just like mine did and you'll learn that the things you onced believed might have been bullshit all along. And when you do....I'll already be out of your lives. I don't mind that some people need things to wake them up so to speak but I just wish some people weren't so blind. Because someday every single person reaches this point and if they don't then most likely its because they stayed a puppet for there entire life. I'm told I have issues and that I might be crazy...well anyone who has gone through the shit I have would be a little fucked up in the head. And to be honest I'm sick of hearing it. I'm actually starting to think I'm one of the few truly sane people in this world...or maybe its just this area. All I know is....something needs to happen. I know I'm not the only one who thinks these things because I've discussed it with so many others and some people seem to really agree with me. For instance...since I was released from the Meadows....I've been trying to get help from anywhere and everywhere. Why is it that we can spend Billions of dollars in other countries on pointless wars but when American citizens like myself need help theres nothing out there for us??? Thats some bullshit!! At this point I'm glad I never brought a child into this world. Because to be honest I wouldn't want a child of mine to have to live through the bullshit this world brings with it. And thats the fucking truth... I just hope that someday people can open there eyes and see this world for what it is....and if no one ever does and everyone thinks that people like me are just crazy then I feel bad for you....because someday we all die....and the children are left to deal with things...and thats just sad... Try and take off the masks people and take a serious look around you. Thats all I want...
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