well, i am having such a good time in my life right now, im happy, im almost done with my finals, spring break is next week two whole weeks off, that makes me so happy.. but the thing is, on the 30th of this month, it will be the anniversary of my Dad's passing, so im worried. im so happy right now, i dont want to be depressed again... so im going to try my hardest, but that seems like its not what i should do... i want to be happy and i know my Dad would want me to be too.. but the thing is.. i dont want it to seem like im not mourning him... oh damnit... i just dont know what to do..
