BLAHIDONTLIKEYOU's blog: "my life"

ive finaly met a person ive known about my whole life and never been able to find. shes everything i expected. no not a girlfriend, but my cousins little girl. she was given up for adoption at 11 months and has been in california for the last 19 years. i spent a lot of time looking for her especially after my cousin passed away, but finaly i met her. i cherish the time we were able to spend together. but then my car sprung a gas leak ive had to fix it twice. but finaly its fixed. today i was fired from my job. sorry my tits are too big and you see me as a threat, get over it. i was there to do a job not make friends. but i start a new job with better pay wednesday which works out. i couldnt go to work without catching some old lady staring at my rack so i was estatic when i got a new job. but yeha thats basically whats been going on i miss everyone

so my absolute favorite cousin passed away 5 years ago. not such a good year for me, right. but he had 2 daughters one i see fro time to time and one whos mother had given up for adoption years and years ago. well monday i got to meet her. it was bittersweet. brought so much back to mind. but she reminds me so much of him shes an absolute doll. im so glad i finaly got to meet her

i think i may have found a car. not positive yet. but i swear if i get it and it breaks within 2 weeks im gonna scream hold on i did that last time. i am moving a lot of stuff into the new house tomorrow because my parents have been really awesome. i have almost everything i need now. things are really starting to work out

so i go to put the security deposit on my house today and everythings going perfect right.... wrong. so i leave the house and im riding through town and i see my cousins car parked in front of her house, shes not at work. so i stop by, shes telling me come here girl you gotta see this. we go up and i see the cracked mirror and bullet hole in the wall. someone came up in her apartment shooting. trying to kill her husband. first thing out of my mouth was my babies. all three of the kids were there. my eyes filled with tears. what if one of them had woke up, walked out there. im fucking furious. so i spent some time with my cousin we talked bout everything. then im heading out since i had to be at work. im sitting at a stoplight and my car dies. i get it started again, but its not running right. so im like ok im 2 miles from my aunts house. it dies 4 more times before we reach her house. finaly i get there. i had to call my dad to come. they changed the computer spark plugs and wires, still nothing. im late as hell for work alreaddy. so i take my parents vehicle to work and they have to wait til they can get a ride. so they have a mechanic look at it. hes gonna tear it down tomorrow but there 90% sure its the timing chain. but all of my money alreaddy went into the house and car. the car was the least of it, but the final straw. i snapped gears tonight

so i decided to clean out my closet and have a yard sale today and someone pulls up and my dog runs right to them i had never met this woman so im wondering how se knew the dogs name. she came over and started talking to me she was the wife of the man who gave chevy to me, shes 6 months pregnant has 3 children between 4 and 11 chevy was there puppy. he had told me his wife knew she knew nothing til she came home to no dog. her 5 year old autistic son threw himself on the ground crying i wanna play with chevy. i told her and the kids they could come visit whenever they wanted. i was heartbroken selfish as it may seem i was scared shed ask for her back. itd serriously break my heart to let her go. but i found out the man had lied to both me and his wife about a lot of details. id love to punch him in the grill ughhhh.

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what can you say when your family is cutting other family members off at the knee, do i say fuck you what comes comes. do i tell them to keep playing til they get theirs. one thing i will say is im glad my grandmas not here to see it. the things ive seen, the people burnt. are there friends and family in this life? not yours i guess. the things ive seen and the things youve done would make a best seller but you cant expect that from family. you have problems serrious problems, but thats ok you can move off and leave your kid, you have a chance to move on and start over somewhere else. were still fucking here you left your bullshit on our shoulders thanks a fucking lot we have to deal with your life we didnt take that on god i dont want to know you right now

so im reading info bout marriage licenses cause as most of you know my wedding date is aproaching fast and so in the requirements it gets into this and i serriously thought i was gonna be sick Are cousin marriages legal? Yes, cousin marriages are allowed. Cousins may marry as long as both are over the age of 50. ewww so its like you can bang the hell out of your cousin as long as theres no chance of a kid lmao sick shit

some fucker whos convinced im a fake took my old yahoo account, anyone who has the name on their list take it off if i can get it back ill let you all know k thanks Beth Yepsen: ok. but if you prove you're real you can have it beth Yepsen: you think im a fake? beth Yepsen: well if you knew me youd know my cam doesnt work on yahoo it freezes me up Beth Yepsen: i just wanna see that you're real beth Yepsen: my cam doesnt work on yahoo it locks me up beth Yepsen: im real who the fuck are you? Beth Yepsen: ok take a sign pic beth Yepsen: i have 2 on my cherrytap account Beth Yepsen: i mean take one for me beth Yepsen: if you really want the name that bad fuck it i have nothing to prove to a punk bitch like you Beth Yepsen: final answer? beth Yepsen: yeah fuck you Beth Yepsen: you wont take a sign pic for your name? beth Yepsen: nope i have nothing to prove to a punk ass bitch like you