I was in a relationship for about 16 yrs, until a few months ago, We decided to separate for a time, to gather our thoughts n emotions....So now I'm an outsider looking in and not seeing the Real him anymore,or what he could be if applied....
It's true when they that actions speak louder than words.....
At first he called alot just about everyday to tell me how he was doing and say those three little words,before he hung up....
Now, he never seems to call unless something is needed or wanted..... don't hear those words any more....
I feel so many different emotions,as i'm sure he does as well....
I was taught that's there good, in all of us!!!
I still believe that, even in him !!!yeah we all go thru bad times,we get desperate, do things we wouldnt normally do in the right frame of mind!!!
Believe me I did... I should have just talked to him instead and maybe would have avoided all of this now, I know we are both to blame now,I'm not pointing fingers cause I know where those fingers are attached to ( US ) You cant go back as much as you'd like too !!You can, go on
Its just lessons learned...
Now, with that Insight to guide you thru...
Taking each day at a time yourself and still helping others along the journey......
