Sin's blog: "My Life"

Another Poem I Wrote I've been drowning for quite a long while, Bringing out my feelings was never quite my style. When is too much ever enough, Don't tell me to hold on when things get rough. How can you tell me how I feel when you really don't know, The truth you continuously hide and can never show. Block everything out and let my feelings I have go? Or fall into the forsaken water and just flow? Trying to surface something that's already dead, Be careless to anything you've felt or ever said. Tired of being the fool you portray me to be, It will all be too late, the day you decide to see.

A Poem I Wrote Don't tell me you love me or how you feel, Deep down inside I know you're not being real. All the things I should have said, I couldn't, All the feelings I have I know I shouldn't. I'm a fool for you, I let my feelings take over, Instead of keeping my guard up as a protective cover. You live to learn and what don't kill me makes me stronger, That's why I can't continue this confusion any longer. I care too much and I guess that's my weak spot, I did nothing wrong cuz I know I gave it all I got.

So..like today i was asked out (to be someone's girlfriend) and i kinda blew him off ;/ but gosh he is not really my type...well i just said ahh i have to think about it :( i didn't wanna hurt his feelings!! im just nice like that