JaMie's blog: "My Life...An Update"

Wow it has been sooooooooooooooo long since I have been on here! I do miss all my friends! I am soooo sorry I have been away. For those that still remember me, I am so close to popping now it isn't funny! I never knew it was such hard work growing a baby. I am thankful it's almost over and there is finally a light at the end of the tunnel. I have very little to do in these last days, I hope I can get on here more and get back in touch with my loverly's!!!!! This place has changed alot in a short amount of time. Anyways I miss you guys!!!!!

So I went to the Dr. on Thursday and had my second sonogram. Everything is going well, and I got to hear my little baby's heartbeat. I can't wait till I can feel something going on in there.

It's been two weeks so I thought I would update. I had to go to the Lab to have blood work done, since it's so early in my pregnancy the doctors want to make sure everything is going okay. I got the results today and they say so far so good. I will have my second sonogram this Thursday. I should be able to see the baby this time! So far the only thing I can complain about is feeling tired all the time. I sleep whenever I want so that isn't too bad. Sickness is very minimal, and the tenderness comes and goes. I did however watch some live birth videos on YouTube. And I am freaked out. I started crying and saying there is no way I can do that. I know millions of women do it, but DAMN! I'm scared! I was thinking a 7lb baby isn't too big, but when you see it coming out it looks gigantic. I pray for quick Labor & Delivery...or even that I could just fall asleep and when I wake up the baby would be there. LoL Why did Eve have to eat that apple?

So it's been awhile since I have really been on here. I'm sure many of you have long since forgotten me. But for those of you out there that still remember me, I thought I would give an update of whats been going on in my life. 3 months ago I got out of my nine year relationship. THANK GOD! I have my own place, and am doing well. I was enjoying the single life and partying. No worries about doing what I wanted because I was finally free after such a long time. Three days ago I found out that I am pregnant with my first child. Now this pregnancy isn't really an ideal situation, as I don't have feelings for the father, besides just being friends. So I plan on being a single parent. Besides that I am soooooo soooooo sooooo excited. For the longest time I didn't really think I could have kids, but as it turns out I was wrong. And it's an amazing feeling to know that I am finally going to get the chance. I am desperately hoping for a girl, but I would love a little boy too. I wish you didn't have to wait nine months because its already driving me nuts wondering what he/she is going to look like. Being as I am only 4 weeks and 4 days into expecting, I feel it is going to be a very long wait. So far I feel pretty good, a little tired sometimes and of course a lil nausea. And damn do the nips hurt. Ladies does this last the entire time? Anyways since my partying days are over, I will have more time to be on here, it will help with the waiting part! I will keep you updated through out so stay tuned!!!!