Mickeylover21147's blog: "My Poems"

Today, 15 years ago

i sat at the edge of your bed

all night long, waiting, listening

for a night that would never end

I heard you talk

I heard you breath

at one point you asked me

why you were here...

we laughed and talked

until daybreak grew closer

i dont know if you heard me

or even understood what we talked about

some of the conversations we had

didnt make any sense at the time

was it a dream or reality

altho i cherished every word

as i walked away just as i had done the morning before

i kissed you softly said i love you, momma 

you looked at me

smiled and said i love you too

i told you i will see you soon

you told me to get some rest

i went home, layed down

only to wake up scared out of my mind...

i rushed back to see you

as i saw your face

you smiled a wide smile

you told me im glad you are back

you asked me to come closer

and so i did, not noticing all the other people in your room

you quietly said, I'm gonna go now...

i jokingly said, Ok mom you go, and by the way, where are we going????

you told me to come closer...

i did as you asked

so close to you, i could feel your breath...

you said, where i am going you cant go yet...

i told you that i will follow you

you told me no,

you said you were ready

to embrase your next journey...

i told you ok, But i will see you soon,

as my journey ends with yours

you said no... this is one i have to do on my own

it not your time she softly said to me

your last words to me...

i love you, my daughter....

My time is done...

and make sure you give your brother a birthday cake... LOL

I LOVE YOU MOM....

and miss you more and more everyday!