FAN Make Me Be Good's blog: "My Hearts Thoughts:"

Just had it...estasblisbed a Dr. from Texas which is very hard to do.* from one state to another* I was very pleased with with him. and learned I am not falling to pieces yet, LOL Wishing U and Urs a blessed day!!!

I dreamt of you last night. I felt your touch again. I love it when I visit you, if only in my dreams. I smiled once again. I always seem to do, when you come to me. I am shining just for you. Time does not matter. Distance is but a thing. Nothing holds back the feelings, or the passion that you bring. I wait so eagerly, for the next one yet to come. The next time we're together, the next time in the sun. Because it shines so bright. The darkness goes away. you fufill each desire. I love it when you stay. But then I wake up, to the real world that I live. I have to let you go again and all the love you give. But I know you will be back, my dreams will keep you near; to keep you close to me , till the next time we meet on here.

The weather was looking pretty good, no rain clouds in site, we had it all in our hands , the sunny days were bright. We lived for each moment...casting all deep thoughts aside, of who would hurt if they knew , and who would even cry. So many many times we smiled and stared , into our world of dreams ....we didn't stop for one small breath , we took it to extremes. No holding back,I can not wait , nor can you walk away...but today a storm came rumbling through and took you far away. I seen the eyes of hurt and pain, our love has caused ones heart, but still deep inside I felt the love , it's tearing me apart. You're not mine to linger too, though I feel it oh so true, you're not mine to ask to stay, but I'm hoping that you do. How long will the storm last, how long will our hearts break, how long till I see your face...how long will it take. I'll be here waiting softly , though my heart can't beat as true, as when you looked into my eyes, my darlin, I'm waiting for you.

Why can't I just go on, why can't I walk away. I've done it many times before, really I can't stay. I know that in my heart, I will always miss your touch. I will always miss that sweet embrace , I'll miss it oh so much. I know I have to go, I keep running out that door, but then I think of secret times and my feet won't move no more. My heart says this is home, right where it wants to stay, My heart keeps asking why we must keep trying to run away. I made it to the door , I made it can't you see, but then I heard your tender voice , I heard you call for me. I'll leave for sure tomorrow, but tonight I want to stay, Tonight I want to feel your touch, and then I'll walk away. :( L♥

THE DAYS GO BY AS SHE WAITED TO HEAR, FROM THE MAN WHO'S LOVE SHE HELD SO DEAR. LOVE LONGINGLY WAITED FOR ONE SMALL WORD, THE TEARS FELL HARDER , IF ONLY HE HEARD. SHE NEVER KNEW THE HEART COULD BREAK SO MUCH, THE PIECES GOT SMALLER WITH EVERY SAD TOUCH. THE YEARS FLY BY AND SHE CATCHES A GLANCE OF THE ONLY MAN WHO CAN MAKE HER HEART DANCE. SO SHE'LL CRY AND SHE'LL MISS HIM , AND THE TEARS WILL STILL FALL....AS LONG AS HE KNOWS , SHE LOVED HIM THROUGH IT ALL.

~~ Fallen Tears ~~ Current mood: nostalgic Category: Writing and Poetry ..> ~~ Fallen Tears ~~ This is part of a song ( just the chorus)I wrote a long while back...this was after we had some members of our family pass away in close ranges...I was sad of course....so don't take this as a suicide warning...It was part of something I wrote at that time ...someday I will finish it....Thx all!!! ***************************************************** Fallen tears on my pillow every night that I lay down....Fallen tears on my pillow...the tears can build a crown...If the tears keep on falling...my heart will only cry ..Fallen tears on my pillow....hurry night...Pass me by.